I'm not. Okay. And what's going on with you? I don't know, I'm just not, okay? I
thought you just started only fans yesterday or something. That's what it's looking like, dude. I'm like he's at coming soon.
Shut up, you know, that's never coming
out to say it. And you saying it's
alright, hang out with a few 0f girls and all of a sudden you think that I've known the
fans? No, no. I'm just saying is like, you know, sneak is like a whole bunch of this is, you know, there's a lot going on right now.
Like I even said that one of the girls hanging out with neon who has a, no F made 100 racks. Yeah. Month. Like because she was on the streams
that make sense.
Which is funny because then the, I see the clip of a and I was also reacting.
He called them, like, demonic
horse. I was watching that, which is funny because like, but they're still around,
though, I know if someone called me a demonic, or I'd be walking my ass out the door. Well, not in. Just that like, also, if
you're calling someone a demonic whore and like, you're having them on your content, then, you know I'm saying? Yeah, he's like a double. It's like a little bit of a double standard. Yeah, which is fine and that's like, yeah, it's just one of those. I mean,
To each their own. You know
I think that's just how streaming is.
It's just fucking Reckless. I love it. It's a little reckless easy. We're going to be super right because we're actually going on Thursday to
put that's wholesome. I want to be a part of that kind of
screaming. It'll be fun. Well, ours is not that it's not going to be
that old know, but it's
different. We're catching a predator on Thursday. That's actually pretty
wholesome. No that's good, you're doing
In the world. Yeah, okay,
yeah. So me and Steve have a new show on Twitch is called Brad and Steve show. And on Thursday, we're going to catch a predator live IRL streaming in Miami.
Yeah, really. Yeah. I've been a full-time stream related. You book your flight. Yeah. Flights booked flying tonight.
You're taking Jacob?
Yep. Taking Jacob, Jacob's not do film and IRL stuff because he absolutely hates it, but will be vlogging and
shit. So who's going to be vlogging? The IRL stuff.
He pops. Yes, he found another
nerd nerd, don't call them,
nerds other nodes. Then I'm a nerd. I always call the videographers and they're all nerds. I'm a nerd. I say, video games for hours at night. Yeah, I know. You do like you fucking
I'm a huge nerd. Yeah, you are. You are. I'm literally, I'm probably a huge nerd.
I just want to acknowledge like and thank you for wearing socks with your sandals. Yeah. Because last time the toes were not doing any
favors, you know? That was honestly, I embarrass myself and I get a lot of clips and I was like, fuck but there was one clip that I saw this morning and we're in there was we were talking about even though I said this sometimes just here but c-clips. I'm like I said that dating and like like if your girl goes out and everyone the comments I was like, yeah, it's kind of uncomfortable because I
She's in the mix. You remember that? Yeah. And then I was being the common Centre was like King King. I wasn't crazy. I
knew it. I was like, let's fucking go
and that just reminds me that like
your bitches should stay inside. This reminds me, keep them in the basement. Where's the ball? And chain fuck
dude. No, no just the world's just crazy nowadays. Yeah, it's insane. Didn't your part of it? A part of the crazy.
- kinda, no, I'm not. I go on a few streams and now all of a sudden, you think you streams you've categorized me with like demonic auras or
they're not all
bad, okay? Yeah. I agreed. They're not, they're nice people. And they're not bad. Anyways. They're not bad. No,
it's just like, what what is your
dad? But here's
here's the, but they're like, you know, those are the choices. Let them, let them make their choices. Yeah. If it's not yours, not yours, fine.
So you're not going to go to Vegas.
No, I'm not going to go there. Yeah, I know sneak. Oh, ask me to go to Vegas and I don't think I can make it
work.
What work do you Vegas? Are you
both?
Did you realize that huh? When you realize that?
I think an hour and submitting. No I'm kidding. No I don't think I can make Vegas work because I have class tomorrow night. I've to go and see my grandparents. I have homework to do
I've hit the gym, mmm.
What do you see? All of these important things.
So, absolutely. So the best thing about when I think about these circumstances, I going to do content, like that, streaming going to Vegas, whatever for me, I'm actually really blessed because whenever I have traveled for the most part, I made contact with someone is normally Steve. Yeah. And we have the same project for it's like the gym is the thing but I don't know if the gym is a thing for
them. No, they pretend like, it's the thing, but they're not like grinding in the gym. You know what I mean? Like, yesterday he pulled up put one of the wrong gear tank tops on.
Yeah, it's Nico and then like three sets complained about curling 35s and then lovely, I could play about 35 he did he complained about lifting 35s
buddy, get that weight up, that's tough, man. That's mmm. Well that makes I mean he's not she's not like a fucking bodybuilder, you
know. Yeah, he's not a boxer. Yeah, he's a fighter. Oh hey, okay. Wait you use, totally wanted that to Pivot? No, I don't want that fighting. No ego.
No. No. I don't want to talk about that. I've talked about that way too many times. Well I didn't want to do it.
You didn't want to fight him. That is true. You said multiple times. I
heard me set the record straight before they drove to my gym. He calls me on the face time. He's driving into the SUV there. I don't know if they're streaming at this point. He's with me on, he's a Gil. What about little sparring? I was like, nah, that's not a good idea, we shouldn't do it. Like probably three times on the phone then in person while we were streaming live like he had just beat up his videographer and I watched it, I was actually filming it and then gave a camera back and then he
As the gloves. He's like what about you? And I was like no it's not a good idea like three times. I don't want to do it because like I knew that there's no good that comes out of that situation
though. You you go easy and then you look like a pussy for talking all this shit that I
did go easy. It's just like there's no way to there's no way to like do that no matter what whether I go. So so easy or nothing is just like the guy it's never going to look good. Yeah, I shouldn't be doing that. Not with Niko.
But so so then it's like you know, everyone's the it was funny
though. I saw on the clip, I didn't realize I saw clip yesterday where sneaker was like so like like can I try with Sarah? And you're like, I'm to 16 different category
Bud. Yeah, yeah, yeah. No. I mean, it's so stupid but for the people who said, I want super hard like I was trying to like kill him which is like people like, oh 100%. There's literally a if you watch the clip back there's a part where I hit him like
Left. Right? And he liked gathers himself and like spit something out. Probably his tooth and then and I'm standing there watching him. And the reality is like if I wanted to kill the guy would have just killed him. They wouldn't have stopped punching
him. Were you trying to, like, do me right as your friend? Because he was talking so much smack, not smack. But he was like, objectifying me a little bit. So you were like, let me
like stars massage objectified of women, over all the years that he's done that. I was like I need to get back
for with my God, you're such
A feminist Bradley's Deanna
was just like, not taking it serious. Like I was I wasn't even like. It was
slow. Yeah, the fuck. I feel like he was. I feel like
he's like I don't know because that's one point I'm hitting him and I'm like, is he just want me to hit him? Like it's too easy. Like and I think no, no, I'm not even trying disrespect him like that.
Like I felt like maybe he wanted it because at no point it's such a. What is that? I
think he wanted it but such a sus thing to say is that's us. I think he wanted
it. Well I mean I can do you want me to punch him in the face because he never defended himself. Yeah and then it's not like he was like he never really like I don't know it was weird.
You knows you're just calling him a poopy
box. No no I think I think he's definitely got heart. That's for sure.
I think he could honestly, I think you beat the shit out of you
out of me. I don't probably, but he
also giving me on could actually beat you up if you
tried no neon and I
thought, but like, actually, if he was
100%. Yeah. I mean, I could beat him up 100, you think, so? I think so. But also, he doesn't train period. He just streams and games, right? Like this, he's a little bit. Little bit
Hunchback. Yeah, we got to fix that posture. Actually want to get me to join. Imagine if we got a neon like jacked
How cool would that be? I'd be really
good. 19 years old. I mean did he can get me? Probably get muscle quickly because he's skinny. Yeah, he just easy tie. Every time I've seen
that I feel like Indians have good
genetics, Indians. Yeah, I don't know. I mean, I feel like
like good bodybuilding,
genetics,
I'm thinking I'm thinking of these like Olympia, guys.
Yeah, yeah,
I don't know. But honestly, I think you just need to eat some more food.
Yeah. He definitely needs like you just doesn't train for that. So I think that I could
because I was reacting on Twitch. I was watching TV and he's like, man, I'm so hungry. I'm so hungry and I called you guys and you were at universe. So I called him and I was like, cut the line. Hmm. Right. You've been you guys cut the line, which was fucking good to see proud of proud of the team. But then he gets the food. He's talking about how hungry he is, and he takes literally one by. Yeah.
It's that.
Yeah, it is but like I'm 130
I'm 260, I'm 130 I could, I could take a
month, I don't know if for some reason why I was, anyone says their way, I feel like I should say, my
wait, no, no, you don't need to. You need to be quiet and I need to say I'm 130 I'm coming for you.
You're going to beat up neon?
Yes, no, not me on. Actually really like neon. He's so
funny. He's a funny. He's he
just says such out-of-pocket things. Yeah,
no go ahead. I'll but I want to talk
about this this letter. Then you talk about it cause I have something else to bring
up. Oh, really?
Jesus. I don't know where this is going, but I want to talk about the idea of the popularity of these streamers that are just like blowing up, which novice Nene has been grinding for a bit but the unfiltered Miss of them and how people seem to like love it. Like it's some I guess that I guess like a breath of fresh air is what you'd
say. I don't know if that's what I'd say. But
yeah, no, I'm saying like I'm saying, obviously not all people feel that way. Yeah. But
But I think a lot of people are like, like because it's doing so well, clearly
people want I think it's regardless whether people are agree or not. They like the they like the unfiltered - because it's unpredictable. You don't know what they're going to say.
They go, it's like you're it's like Steve, you've been around it forever so it's just like that. It is
except that's what I've always said. It's a, it's live. So it's different. It's different. Yes. Steve was like that forever. He's been. That guy was just like, we've been able to edit like this or that because we're like oh this is fucking bad.
So I don't know though man. Like when we go live
there still a part of me that thinks like go I still have to tell Steve like bro you got a chill. You got a lock?
Ended. Yeah lock it in because I still feel like there might be some shit even I don't care what platform it's on. He might say some shit that she's not okay to say.
Yeah I agree and if you're the one that's affiliated with it you also want to protect yourself, right? Because like that's what I was with sneak. I was telling him even before hand before going live. I was like, please, let's tone it down because if I'm Affiliated in it, I don't want to look a certain way.
Yeah, too late for you on Alan.
What do you think I look bad.
Yeah, that's not the
word. What do I look like? Go ahead. Jacob,
well from Alice by outside perspective because I'm not there with you but when I don't know when he's saying, fuck shit. It's like okay. Well I guess she's cool with it too.
But you wrote
it.
But I was like turning it down
now, would you still be streaming with them? You know what you're doing? Yeah, see,
that's why I'm not going to Vegas. I'm just being real. No, I know, I
think you take as a Savage man.
That's why I'm not going to Vegas because I don't want it to appear like that.
It's just, you know, I don't know. So there's there's ways to go about it. Obviously, like I
respect him, I like him, but I just don't want to be Affiliated and negative ways.
I mean, we still love you. Yeah, we love you
regardless God. You guys are
Like I'm a whore. No, no no. You guys have shunned me? No you shut is the account starting. Huh? What account? Nothing stop. I'm not a different now dude. Stop and
cry mainstream. Damn damn. You want mainstream on these hoes? Yeah I thought you were different. Sarah, what the fuck?
We're Kitty. Stop you fucker. You're so rude.
Monkey with you
relax, take a fucking chill, pill or a fucking ecstasy because apparently that's you know, it's your thing now.
I don't know. Dude, you like I'm going to fucking thing is I'm gonna get high dude. Stop what are you doing, bro? I'm fucking with. You
know it's funny because it's weird Steve has this weird like he's more wholesome buddies. Less wholesome
so fucking weird but he doesn't like objectify me or make weird
joke. Yeah, well, that's because he uses me to do that.
Even better, I don't miss Stevie. Yes, he
I've got joke, but I've gotten a shit. I'm like, I'm like super Adept at this shit now.
you saw the clip we were talking about nagging
how terribly
Well, Nagy, what's another wrong with
that? So
what
- would you say
you're not saying it? It's not the other word do likewise.
The other words, a very fucking foul word that you don't say that. No one say. Fuck know what the
fuck? What do you think yesterday? Put clip here. What are you talk? I talk. I said Meg. No, you
said, yeah, but you didn't have to say it. You know, what do you mean
know? He was home. He was fighting for his life, you know. I wasn't. You said you got so, so have you guys
not? Why are you a
You didn't say, why are you - you said, ER,
you feel like someone who negs people say it again? Oh no, you're gonna get me. Finish it again,
dude. Yes, I'm fucking stupid, bro. I don't know what word you're talking about.
A very terrible, fucking word.
Know what you said yesterday to me in the gym, as being someone who
nugs like someone who bugs people all the fucking
time. So I'm not a bugger. I may I'll see you guys are terrible, dude. You said it yesterday. Why are you trying to like create some
Sort
of fucking. This is crazy. Wow, you just killed trying to clip mowing me right now. Who are you? Fucking sneak out. You gonna fucking put me on Tick. Tock or fucking? Yeah. What do you? That's who you are now. I am your Tick Tock Clipper. Yep. Yeah it's great. No not surprise. You probably got fucking only fans coming soon to
you better watch your mouth. I'm going to walk out of this podcast. Put some respect on my name right?
Do not kidding. I'm kidding, you
fucker. Some respect tell the
people I know you wouldn't do it. I know you wouldn't do it.
But what about feet picks
though? No
side
chest. No, I just know. Even if
you didn't like bodybuilder side, chest sold
those? No dude, we're sewing stop. Be like me, stop it early
- copy me. My son, copied me. You're the female version of me with more hair. It's disrespectful. You're my son. No, dude.
Okay. Listen up. Okay, you stole. Steve will do its chain and it's on your
neck? No, no.
This
is sugar Shan Shan, I didn't steal it, he left it here because he was, he was making bam swim in the pool and he got in the pool or some shit and then he was like, yo I left my chain. My are pods, which I should steal because I owe him three pairs of hair pods so I should take it. But I'm not having your back and then he left a bunch of joints and yeah that's it. So I was like I'm gonna wear it.
You know, like it, I really like it. So this is apparently the first chain that Sugar, Sean bought, when he signs like UFC
deal and then he gave it to Steve.
So, Steve gave Sean a bunch of gifts, like, before sugar like really started taking off. You guys were homies with them. Yeah. Back in the day this is like shit. Fuck they tell how many years ago is that two years ago? Jacob. Yeah. Two years ago. Yeah. You were filming those videos. He's going to tattoo. This is when like Danny was still around 69 even prior to
As well.
Yeah, before he blew up.
Damn, he's doing it now.
Yeah, that's crazy.
I'm proud of the guy for real.
So where we going that I forgot. You were saying because
Sean has a girl,
right? Yeah. Yeah. But he had a kid and the
kid. He's allowed to hook up with his girls. Cool with him. Hooking up with other girls.
So technically, yes, allowed us such a weird word because like he's obviously allowing himself to do that. I know that deal with it. That's what I mean. Sorry, she's chosen. Yeah, like from what I understand is that like, it's you
He just tells the truth. I know that it's not like a thing that he just does all the time. I think it's things. I think that he does sometimes. Yeah. But not like it's not like a every month every
day to. Okay, perfect. So now would you want that type of situation?
What I want a girl that lets me sleep with other women whenever I
want. Yeah.
Huh. Hmm
sounds like a man's fucking dream to
me. But you know in theory
it does in theory it does but like in reality it sounds like you're I don't know. The other person has to be so strong that like I don't know. I feel like at some point how much could someone just allow of that? I feel like at some point someone's gonna be like I don't like
this shit you're very in tune with your feminine energy today. I think your Wi-Fi -
no no I'm saying like I understand
Understand why God would want that. Yeah, of course. Yeah. And I understand why, a girl would allow it and like, you know, I don't understand that part well in this situation, like he's because this is a reality, right? Like let's call it is like he's telling the truth unapologetically like he's telling the truth, there's a lot of men out there and a lot of women out there is people out there period that tell just bullshit like will be in a relationship and be doing the same exact thing but just lie about it in Disguise in Disguise it for someone who's like hey this is what I'm doing there. This is what I did. This is where I'm at, you're aware.
Of this, are you okay with this? It's their choice to decide versus like I'm gonna lie to you, make you feel like something else and then I'm gonna do all this other dirt behind your back. And I'm going to lie to you and then maybe find out. And
then I guess this is better than the alternative of doing it behind your back. I hear what you're saying.
Yeah. Because it's a trusting, right? Like you can't have a strong relationship with someone of trust is not there, right? So I'm not saying like, oh, it's a good thing to accept someone doing that. If you it's your prerogative, It's like if you're aware of all the cards,
Then you're not mad the way they played. You don't have
an no, no, no. Don't have too much.
That was good, huh? Yeah. Yeah. But I'm saying I'm saying like it's a simple thing where
Like you more people would lie about their circumstances than would tell the truth, right? It's just one of those things. Like, if you're willing to accept it, and that's, that's what you want. You're okay with and that's your choice. Versus like you're not even allowed to make a choice in these circumstances because you're not even being told what's actually happening or not. So I think that habits ball is in her
court. If she wants to get up and leave, you're right. You're
right. I don't want to be there, just want to be there. No respect. Respect both of them. And what I understand is that they're happy, they're very happy, and he does really loved her, and they have a great relationship.
Shipping and it works, however, supposed to work for them and then this this makes this leave you to another point that I find really interesting how concern every other person is in the world with everyone else's relationship. Yeah I know. It's pretty interesting.
I was just trying to make it to see if that's something you'd be cool with or whatever. I mean that you'd want that you
want. That's something I would in my early 20s. My, you know, till about 27, I probably been like yeah, that's exactly what I want. I want this to be able to do this, whatever I want. He's still young to write. Should he's younger.
Yeah, I think he's late 20s either way or mid-twenties. Yeah, I don't know his exact age, I should know his fucking age. Look he's like 25 or 26? Hmm. Anyways younger me for sure would have been like yeah, that's what I want. That's what I need or that's what I but it's like, I don't know, as I've gotten older. I'm just like I don't know more
relaxed. I can't just find one. Even - woman 1, I just want I
just want Simplicity. Yeah. Yeah like because I realize all the
Extra stuff. I could have that if I really wanted to try to have that, but it's not like, it's not simplify my life, not making my life more efficient, it's not making my life, my Mentos better. Like I want things in my life that just make me feel better, maybe sharper, not like, because I can imagine that you have, let's say you have these other circumstances
and somewhat energy to them, even if you don't love the other ones you still in. Yeah. Energy. It's
time to energy is time. And it's also like expectations and entitlements and other things where like, you know,
Some of my tell you that they're okay with this and being in this position. But then they really want to be in this position and then they are fighting for it like in this
like and there's underlying feelings and emotions and then you just fucking tears. And yeah, you're just fucking things up, man.
What are you crying about
nothing besides the fact that
Shut up. Oh, oh, does he gave? Um, I was going to ask you. Okay, so yesterday at the gym, Aiden said, he wanted to box me, should I box him Spar? Mmm,
Yeah, do you think I would win?
You should go
100%, obviously, but do you think I would win going 100%? No, he actually. There's, he's trained work out. I think he does some. I feel
like he's done some grappling stuff before I don't know about. It doesn't work out though, but it doesn't mean like he could mean he's a guy, he could fuck you
up. Yeah, but neon has a guy,
but neon is. This is a, is a that's like a outlier. He's always an
outlier. Oh, I like how you make it a math term. Let's keep going. He's an
Yeah. I mean, if niandra got some, you know, Gotham eat animals, eating a little bit more, try a little bit. He could really fuck you up. Okay, but Aidan, I think I do. I feel like all the clips is innovate. I feel like he just plays around with people that you like when they're doing all that. Yeah, he's fucking but I think one called him wrestling someone. And he did a pretty. Yeah, he was like actually trying. I think he did a good job. Oh but it was like another like
Streamer kid. Yeah, you're a little more.
I don't know why? Re you should fight him now.
I think that'd be fun. They fight MMA. Yeah.
Also when you beat him you can collect my 10K.
Yeah, I'm gonna do that. Also I
just need to get this motherfucker on the podcast because it's
Aidan. Why did he say he's not coming to La? Why was that a
thing? Whatever you
want. He said, Vegas or Miami. He said not a lot. Really.
A lot of those guys don't like it. I don't blame him at least crazy
Miami's.
Much better. True. True. But
like like, what are you saying? And Miami. It's filled with thought. He's just like La. They're both
bad. Yeah, I think it's a general.
Five of the
I just think everyone's fake.
But he based it off of
I'm basing that off of, like, I don't know, just seeing how they are on social media and seeing how people interact. I've thought this from. Like, the minute, I started doing social media like a year and a half ago, two years ago, however, long ago, it was when you took me under your wing and showed me the ways which I hate. So screw you.
But they've given you so many good things in your life.
The only good thing I think I've gotten is the monetary value and a few good friendship.
Yeah, but I'm saying, it's not been fulfilling its not been any of the other
things that hasn't been fulfilling.
No. I mean, you say, it's been fulfilling for me. Yeah. 100%, for me, it's not that fulfilling. You know, what about? When the people come up and
they're like, I love this. Thank
you. Yes, no, that part is so fulfilling our reading diems of people. Like, you don't know how much stuff I've gotten like, Hey sir, I saw the clip of you quitting. Like please don't like that kind of
stuff for my tuition being like, is she really going to quit? I'm like, I hope
not. I hope I don't.
I got a fucking bike as with a fuck. Now that kind of stuff like is what I care about. Yeah. But the actual Act of filming the content or like going on people's like collabing with people, blah, blah, blah, all that kind of stuff isn't very fulfilling to me. But hearing people say that I entertain them I'm like, at least they got something out of it while I got nothing out of it. That part's fulfilling hearing that. It's nice for other people. You it's because I put other people before me.
Interesting. You know what's funny about that? What how long you been doing this for?
Okay, we don't okay I get it. I've been doing it for like not even two years and you've been doing it for two decades, do it
for 11 more years. I if you could do it for 11 more years, I can't. How many more years? Do you think you could do this
for? There's zero chance. It's that long. How many? I don't think it's even going to be a year? Yeah, I don't think it's even gonna be another year because I, there's truths about social media. People are fake everyone that's doing social media. And I have
So I'm not over here saying that I'm perfect and not like a fake like sure I can be fake sometimes but not to the aspect that I'm like preaching to like my audience something and then behind closed doors. I'm doing something else. Yeah, like when I'm over here saying like, oh, I really
Try like I don't like to objective my objectify myself, or I'm not a whore or this and that sound like oh I go home and I do inappropriate things or whatever. Yeah, do you get what I'm saying? Yeah. It's like to some extent the stuff that I'm telling people is what I genuinely believe in my heart. Yeah rather than saying one thing and then acting another way. Well a lot of people
riled up. Yeah. No, I get it. A lot of people say what they think other people want to hear because they think it's going to make them look better a better appear like more
Of a group or whatever. I mean dude I've been a I've been around this shit for so long. I've fucking Seen It All, I've heard it all and it is it is rare to find people that are just like 100% the way they are. Like, yeah, you get on camera. Your energy gets a little bit higher, maybe you get a little louder but then your can't similar, there's very few people that are both like, a lot of people are like I'm this, I'm that I care about this. I'm that and then off-camera, they're like fucking blow that shit doesn't line up and it is what Italy crooked. Yeah.
I mean, I've, I've experienced this to the craziest agree. I mean, that the story, all the stuff I've talked about, but I'm proud of you. I
want to acknowledge that I'm proud of you for speaking. You know, at first. I remember I called you. I was like, Brad, I don't think it's a good idea for you to, you know, you know, be the bigger person. That's what how I was coming at it. And you're like, nah, fuck that fuck being the bigger person. It's never put me in a good situation. Blah blah, blah.
The reality is this I've been the bigger person for years specifically with these people
because your
260, no, I mean, yes, but now, I'm sorry.
Always did know it was because every time I was in my eyes the bigger person to and I was too like Leverage. So I'm thinking, if I can let these people run their mouth or say, whatever they want to say about me, then I if I respond that, I'm giving them more of what they want, which is clout because I'm talking about them, but I didn't realize how actual how much actual damage they were doing and I like their the the intent behind the damage they were doing was purely, financially motivated. So it's like
Ike.
I had I should have spoken up sooner. I should have talked about it sooner. I should have fired back because you can just allow people to just pull things into whatever narrative they want. So that they can shape this picture and look like this group, or these people that actually care about their audience. When reality, it's like going to make that person look bad. So I look good,
it's okay, it's never too late and I think you still have like, you know, career ahead of you that you can Implement those things. You live and you learn, and you learned a lot and you've, you know, you've taught people a lot.
That greatly do appreciate you yesterday. I was driving home and I was like, wow, love Bradley like such a good friend. I posted that picture of you that I sent to you like with you wearing the posted it where the Star Wars shirt on my Snapchat and I put best font best friend for real.
Yeah I thought look small in that picture. You text me. I was like I look fucking small. You didn't look
small block tends to slim
people. Yeah yeah no but now it's it is rare like that's it.
I couldn't expect coming through this and like doing all this social media shit. That like every person I came in contact with or every every like
I don't know business that I was going to be a part of her create or intertwined myself with another Creator or other people, or I couldn't expect it all to go the way I wanted it to go. Yeah. Because his not life. And this is the thing that I really now understand. So clearly. And I talked about this the other day on stream was just because like, you and your heart could be a good person. You can't expect other people to be like a good person to you. Like, you have to be willing to do good, no matter what, no matter what comes of it, like,
And you have to also be aware that. It's very often that the dark Shady fucked up. People will do everything in their power to make the people who are actually doing good. Look like bad people because I've experienced the fuck out of that lower. It's like, I've heard so many. I mean, it's because the chip, no, seriously, like those people know what they're doing. They know what's in their heart and it's like if they can if they know they're doing it to that person. It's like I can make that person look like a bad person. So that I'll my true self.
Never be revealed because it makes them feel better about what they're doing in their actions.
Bring other people down and bring yourself
up. Yeah, and I've dealt with that and just so many ways, man. And that company just kind of the epitome of that for me. So, it is what it is. But yeah, long story short, man. I'm just like you said, regardless of it all. I'm happy that, like, I've learned so much and I just am able to keep doing this shit.
Yeah, and you've made like, you know, Friends Along the process,
I have and kept a few of them.
Yeah. Made some that I thought were lifelong friends that we're not but
you know, this translates everything else even if you were working a nine-to-five, you'd have these battles you know? You'd you'd you know you think like your co-workers your friend and they switch up or your boss is like this great person and then they do some shady shit and you're like whoa I don't want to be a part of that. I'm stepping out like this happens in every every you know
Situation. It's just like with social media. It's more eyes on you. Yeah, but it happens if you were working at McDonald's I'm sure it happened.
Yeah, I know that the reality is like did none of this shit supposed to just be so fucking seamless and easy and we're just like everything so easy and everything works and it's just like there's no struggle. There's no work, that's not life. I know that. Yeah, I'm aware of it and, you know, I'm not mad at circumstances. I'm not upset. I mean, for a very long time, I held a lot of anger in my heart. I was like, man, I just, I just want to fucking do whatever I can to get back to hurt to like, but it never, never let it come out because it's
It was never really who I
am. Yeah. No. But, I know back on topic. Yeah, go ahead. I'm not doing any type of paper ball
platform. No, I wasn't saying you were dude. But I have this new one. It's called Brad Tree on Brad, Tree on. Sorry it's called. Yes, that is free on. Yeah, it's theirs. You don't have to sell anything explicit. Lets you want to? I don't want to. I mean, you actually don't have a choice anymore.
Oh no. It's one of those.
It's forced. Are you taking their
100% you're taking 100? I smite, you know, I was like you know what, I was actually really way to giving I build someone's whole career. I'm to giving I'm taking 100 Mana.
Yeah.
It's four years to
but don't worry you could probably probably weaselly on it. Let's make it ten, honestly. Why the fuck was I even going for for why was I being at generous at all?
Yeah, you saw that clip. I don't give a fuck. I saw that class. And I really just don't give a fuck. I'm going to say that one more time.
I give no fucks. I am so
done. You have to care a little bit. No, no I care. A lot of brand image is like
this? No. No. I care a lot. No, no I totally care. The thing is like I'll never speak out against something or towards someone if they don't deserve that I've never done it. I know I never done it. In fact I've let people run their mouth about me so much before I ever said anything. So much that's a fact that. So I'm just kind of like listen at this point. I'm like, nah I'm good.
Somewhere around their mouth. About me. I'm going to tell the truth about that person. I'm not going to be fucking quiet and play Coy and let someone fucking try to run it up off me my brand and shit. I'm done with it, man. I'm good. Okay, stand that ass bitch, I'm playing around. No
more like this. What like, resume out like
no that's not. It just wasn't a reason. It was like a flex. Think it was like an alpha thing. He was going out for things like a fucking stupid ass R is thing. Yeah. What's going on in your
life?
Lately in the past, a new
boyfriend.
Okay, I'm kidding. You guys look terrible together, especially when you had a sweater on
Dude. Okay, I'm kidding. I'm fucking with you. Totally
Frank. You're literally slandering me. No, but you had a sweater on like any won't stop. You should know. I'm not making it. I can I make that up.
Okay. You were cold obviously, it's been cold lately in l.a.
Yes, but like there's context behind it and you're over here, trying to make it seem so context that I was cold, was the
contact. Sorry your call. She was cold. No, it has been cold lately in
La. Very cool. I love the weather change and I was wearing a tank top and I was
cold Hannah.
I'm proud of you.
It doesn't seem like you're proud of me. It seems like, no, I am really proud of you brought me on today, to, just like slander, my
name? No, I just like I
need to re-evaluate re-evaluate my life because what you're saying
is, don't worry, we're going to bring you back. Will bring you to Miami or whatever or like dual stream with me and see if it'll be all good. Yeah, I think it direct all the hatred towards me like normal. Yeah, that's how I'm used to that. Don't worry. That's all I needed to know. They'll direct you towards me about Persia bunch of bad guy. We just got he's like tobacco and then, and then, you know, you know,
God is like
No, probably actually one of the best things that's happened to me in the past
2 years.
I appreciate it. But you are an amazing thing in my life as well, and I can it's time
hand hug. No, not going. Okay? Yeah.
No you're just a good person. I've talked about, I've talked about this before but it's simple. It's just there's I've been doing this for so long obviously if says thousand times. But I've met all the people that go, thank you and then later they go fuck you and it's rare. It is rare to be. People are like thank you and like regardless, thank you and I appreciate you
know it's
I appreciate it. Yeah,
very, very few people is this few people that I think that are just straight up about shit, you know. Yeah, that's one of the most valuable things. Like I even think about Jacob Jacob's. Like this guy is probably one of his workers I know and then he's such a hard worker. Yeah. And he's not a bullshitter like for example, if like I feel like one of my other videographers prior not, not any of the other guys, we have on the team but I would have been like yo we're doing this live stream yourself and they would have like bit and I've had other people in my
Circle who've done other jobs that bit off more than they could chew. And then we're doing it just because they like I would ask them to without being like you. I don't want to do this, so I can't do this. I should do this and then it would kind of blow up in their face and then blow up in my face. Obviously,
it's more respectful when someone's like either don't want to do it. I don't have time to do it. I can't do it. And then you're like, okay, bet I'll find someone else.
Like I said, it's the same thing. We're talking earlier about the whole relationship thing like when you know the cards that are being played, then you know how to be like, okay or not. So just having people around that are just like straightforward about their things in there.
Actions. And what they want. That is how like, life just should be
listen up. You guys should always be straightforward with everyone.
Well, I mean, it's simple. It's, it's actually, it's funny because it's really difficult. I think, for some people because in relationships and in spaces with people, they want to, like, they always want to feel like they're putting their best foot forward and they think sometimes if I don't say the thing that's really all my mind. They're like maybe I'll rub this person the way because, you know, maybe they know that that's not the answer they want. So they try to perceive a different way. Like oh, I know, I can do this. Even though in the back.
Their mind. They know they don't want to. Yeah. And then you're just get to a point where eventually that shows in that you hit like a that road and it's like Yo, which way you guys going? And it could create issues and it's just, it's just a bit. If you were straight up from the start and every way along the way you'd never create issues. When someone knows they can go, okay, I could pivot and do this. I pivot do that sometimes, even when someone
knows they still keep going, for it thinking something will change
in what sense. Like, for example like sometimes
like, even if you are straight up with a person say,
How it is from the beginning, then as the relationship, the Friendship, whatever it is keeps going on for a duration of time, you know? Then there's other things that are expected or than they expect, you know, you to stop doing things because now you've been with them for a year or whatever.
Well, then that just all that comes down to is communication, which is something I used to struggle with to, I used to struggle with being, just a
basic communication, or is it avoidance? Because you go in circles, just communication,
which is the same like,
Those are the same communication errors, like if avoidance, that's a part of miscommunication. Like so one of the biggest things in that we talked about doing it the right way and continuing forward is being able to communicate as things are progressing because like we can't all guarantee that we're going to feel the same way in a month in a year. Two years from about anything that we do or we want like everything is constantly changing, right? But it's about sharing that with the partner or like someone you work with, or a friend, or whatever, and it's just a matter of like talking about it in a way, that's
Is where I'm at. I guess what I need,
but you can't always expect the talks to be going in your favor. Of course not.
What's that Isis? It's like we always have this. I feel like you and I are similar in the sense that we have this in our head that we want things a certain way and then what, it's not fulfilled that certain way we want to shoot the place up.
Maybe that second part was too extreme,
but she places up,
dude. Maybe not shoot the
place you at the club. You know what? That means,
Jean Jean Maria. Is it him? That brought the
Shah Maran and strip club. Yeah, with the gun. Well, that's all what I was referencing shooting up. The club is like, fuck, this is so bad. I'm gonna stop doing this. Yeah. Okay. You know, the club is, you never heard Jacob? Can you tell her what shooting up a club means? You know what I'm referencing,
right? I think that means bringing guns to a
club. No. I'm like, fuck.
However no no shooting up the club. Like what is
that in reference? Why do you keep punching your hand?
Like cuz cuz I'm trying to give you shoot the club up with your? Yeah, that's like that's like dumping a Cod. How do you say this? Having sexual intercourse with a woman and coming and leaving and you're coming inside of her?
The cream pie not like shit. That's like trying to get a girl pregnant. Like shoot up the club. You never heard that.
So, fuck. What type of
fucking boat? Never heard of bless you know the club. Hey, that's just that's okay. Let's move on. Okay, sorry, that was weird. No never heard. That is that like you guys have never heard that reference? And no fucking for. Sorry, I almost am, dude. I'm literally 34.
Holy shit 34, so like,
yeah, yeah, either way. But I'm still fucking 34.
No, you just a little baby.
Well you never actually heard that reference is everyone just doing the dirty right
past it. Like I'm trying to drop it because no one has heard it besides you,
sorry, guys, shoot! It's a there's a club and it's a girl's
vagina. It's quiet now,
bro. I swear to God the internet knows
that. When are you going to Miami?
Tonight, flying in red. I really? Yeah. And
how long are you gonna be there? Did you get your flight back home? No.
You booked a one-way
ticket. I always put one ways. I always booked one weighs really, wherever I
go. It's just you two going. Yes. Can I come on the carry-on on the suitcase? Your checked bag?
I thought you were going to Vegas
you know I'm not going to Vegas. We go to Miami for hot girls summer sure I could thought summer anymore. I know for hot girl.
Fall hot girl fall. What is hot? Girl fall look like like pumpkin lattes and shits?
No I hate pumpkin spice. Anything.
Nice.
Do you like pumpkin flavored? No, yeah,
pumpkin flavor. Nothing.
No. I like banana bread.
What?
That was just such an ultra random. Like I was just thinking of what they know. It's
funny. Okay. I like banana bread is your heart. Broken. Be honest for one minute and tell me if your heart is
broken for in regards to what
just
in regards to everything and nothing like is your heart broken.
I think
at one point it was broken and I've been slowly trying to fix it for a very long
time. How do you think that's going?
I think it's going good honestly. Well yeah it's going well college graduate. You. Yeah, yeah. That's a process though because it's also a thing that like a fixes and then
it gets worse. One person. Can screw you up
forever. Shout out Ali Archer and my dad. No, that's true. Yeah. Because it's really it's not just a relationship. It's related to like losing. Yeah, love
Yeah, go fuck you for a long time, but it's also the beautiful thing at all. This and this is really important for people to hear is that
You're supposed to deal with these sort of things, like not that you, you know, gray, you've gone through something terrible or some heartache, but life wouldn't be life if you didn't experience it like, just straight up and
wouldn't have experienced it without my dad passing away. Pretty
easily. Yeah, but you could have of course and many people do but the reality is period in life. This is the crazy thing. Your loss of your father my loss of my father to say to another person they've never say never experienced that.
They could experience loss in a different way, in a different situation, with relationship or a friendship or like a whatever different family member and the way that they feel the pain could be just as great as the way we felt
the pain. Of course, I always growing up, I never thought you should compare hardships without anyone
else, you know, but beyond that point, that's what I'm that's the starting of this, but my point is no matter what, like none of us are ever going to make it out of this shit without experiencing something like that.
Some sort of pain to that degree right now, obviously the painting to that degree. Could it could it be? You might deal with it longer or whatever or short or worse. But the point is like you weren't going to make it through your life, never having experiencing some sort of pain. So like you have to accept that first and foremost, not that like man, he's shitty stuff happens, you all the time like I'm sorry but you're not going to get through this at all without experiencing something negative and something to a degree that is like heart-wrenching, and that, that's a beautiful thing in life like that.
Part of life is what makes life
life. I don't think it's the beautiful part of
it. Never is when you think about it in that way, but it is, when you think about in the way like, because now, you can position your thoughts next to that happening to you. And when you find yourself in a place, where it's a, you feel closer to that for, in your case. And I know, in my case, like having the family that I didn't have in the way that I thought I should have had it. And once I have it, then I'll be able to be like, wow. This how much better this feels are you?
That circumstance for yourself where you would never know, like, you know what I'm saying, like it's just you can't have the good without the bad, the bad without the good. That's what life is
yeah, I guess that's
true. Why are you so emotional right now? I'm not emotional. Yeah, you are. I'm not stop looking at your watch, trying to get out of it. I'm not looking at any, what's going on right
now? Nothing's emotional about. I don't know, I've been eating the past few
days. Why? I don't know. You're like me on, you should talk about your emotions more. I'm not emotional you, okay?
What's going on,
nothing's going on? I just haven't been
eating, right? Must be fucking allergy season here because your eyes are watery dog. No, they're not. I mean, you look like this. Like a fucking. It's like a, it could have been raining over there, not over here and directly your
eyes. Literally I think the past 45 days I've consumed like 600 calories each day.
So, you're stressed
out. I think I'm a little stressed out. I think like, it's I only have two weeks left of classes, so I just like em anticipating it to get over with. And like the last two weeks are always the hardest, because that's when your papers and everything and then like, you
know, you're good at like I really like what's actually going on School. Nah, there's not much go straight at it. What is
it? Like, I think I just hate social media.
That's the root of all of my issues.
No, it's not. I think it's true of a lot of people's issues, but I think all of your issues
I think you have other outside circumstantial issues like things in your life, things that you've been taught that like Den, complicate it with social media because then you know
like what what have I been taught
things that you've experienced or things that you believe and like the way that you perceive like yourself in social media, how you should show up versus not showing up. And then like relating it to maybe how like you think it is or isn't how you're being perceived now. Because I already know we've talked about this in the past and another pod where you see comments and you don't like the way that you know that people are
Roughly perceiving you which, you know, it's not your true character. I
don't care if they perceive me and they're like, little boy, or like tranny or whatever those comments like, I do not care about the
tranny. One is so
foul, it's foul. But I'm like, those aren't what's get, like what gets under my skin? It's like, when they questioned my mind,
what do they want? I am as a person, what are they question your
mind? Like, like, I'm not intelligent or like, not one thought behind those eyes. Yeah, but you gotta, you gotta
you
I'm not a thought that's what she should have said. Yes, you should. I mean, but you gotta anticipate, like, that's the thing with mean. You know, this no one's doing this is gonna. They're gonna say, whatever the fuck they
want. Yeah. No, I'm good. I'm solid, I'm straight. Yeah.
It sounds like you're, that's all we
affirmation. Yeah, every morning. I'm solid. I'm good. We always worry, though. I think it is allergies right now. Goddamn it.
What else is that? Nothing, I'm just hungry.
No, it's also truth,
man. Tell us the truth about
what your dad.
What the fuck? No, there's nothing to talk about. I don't think today's the day for that
either. Never talk with. You never liked. Do you talk to your mom about it? Do you talk to a? Do you talk to anyone your life about
it? No. And it's not going to be on this podcast with our 50k views. Thank you guys subscribe. Okay, you
sure, yes. All right, fine. I just someday
someday. No, it will be someday. I think I was just different like Yuko.
With that like way differently than I cope with it and like we do not see eye to eye on a whatsoever.
That's fine. I think I've just I've cultivated for way longer. Yeah I'm gonna go p.m. for a lot longer.
Yeah. Yeah that is true but also like you just you see it as this like sure it was a it was tragic and like horrible but like you see it as like you know what taught you so many things or was beautiful. And like me personally know,
Really though. You don't think so? No. Yeah.
It,
I don't think I see it as beautiful. I just think I can look back at it and I just think about all the shit that I have in my life that I'm grateful for. And like all the, you know, we talked earlier about the people who've come up to you. Or, I know people come up to me and said, yo, when you talked about this, or you did this this and this, you know, in regards to your father, whatever, like that's the most beautiful thing in it because like, I did it like not that it happened, was it beautiful? But, I mean, it's the thing that made me who I am today, without a doubt. Like it's the thing that kept me in the gym.
I think that had me so much anger in my heart. It's the thing that just made me want to fucking like,
Destroy myself in a sense and that's why I'm here, you know, like I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for that. So it's not beautiful. The fact that it happened in the way that it did. Like, obviously hang yourself is never a fucking beautiful thing, but
the beauty came out of the fucking not beautiful shit. Like there's the darkness
And I think I think a part of you based on how much I've known you in the conversations we have I think I think you hold yourself to a specific standard as far as like being a woman and you know respect and loyalty and all this stuff because you know I think you maybe have something to prove. I don't know if it's in deeper in relationship to your dad or you know the way that your mom raised you and respect of your your family Dynamic. But I think that's why you hold yourself to a higher standard. So there is
To be in that even though it wasn't in the fact that that happened to you, you know?
I don't know, you know and your heart maybe you don't talk about and I don't have time. It's okay, you can talk about
it.
I have to pee.
Okay, yeah. Oh man. Why did you left
so abruptly? No, I had. I had to pee.
Let's do a smart with them.
Hold on a second. I got something we can do. So remember I said the questions, there's actually some good questions
here. Oh, really. Thank God. She's like,
you feel like I got out of that shit.
Dude, some new we gotta talk. We will. But like you can't like Blindside. Me and Bam. Bam.
I know I think I was on some shit though. I was cooking. You were cooking. All right. So look you guys, if you guys want to check this out and go to Discord. GG, /, Roger, you can join it. There is a section. If
Scroll down. It's Mommy and Daddy. Talk pod questions. There is actually crazy questions. Like oh, wow. Yes, good question. So
we're going to answer some of the questions and
A lot of questions are.
For Miss
Sarah, really? Maybe I'm the
favorite. Your girl girls are always more favorited.
Always favored. That's fine with me. I don't care. It's good. I don't even care.
You sound a little jealous. That is about me.
Okay, there's no question for me. Uh,
let me read them
now. Read them conserve all about you and
you know Blindside
know you know why are you having such a hard time about talking about your father? That's what no, it's
not sorry. Sorry. Okay, okay.
Okay, okay, here we go. Here we go. Question for Sarah. Is it difficult to find your place?
Fitness industry as a woman since it's so male dominated and you're surrounded by guys all the time. Also answer that first part first and also are there any female are there any female influencers besides Faith? You want to work with in the
future? Wow, that was a really good question. Yeah, yeah. It's first of all, it's insanely hard because it's so male dominated and if it is a girl
She's most likely a little thottie.
Damn. Do you think these girls are just by definition? Thought he's
not finished. Girls. Social media. Girls, I see social media. Girls. Not all of them. Not all of them. This is not what I'm saying. What I'm saying majority
Or morals or values, do not align, hence, why I cannot be fully and the friendship, fully transparently faith. And I, we have a lot of like, values and morals that align, hence, why? I think we're good friends. Yeah, you know, we go out. Neither of us is drinking. I'm not saying if you drink, I can't be friends with you but I'm saying like, you know, we're both always on the same page. We don't need the like, you know, 0f money or we're not like doing the drinking and like going out.
Every Friday Saturday night like we can hang out and it be totally chill. Us hit the gym and then get lunch and call it a day.
Yeah.
So so you I mean it's just - you want to surround yourself with people that are like minded
like minded like I think with you at your very like-minded to me. Yeah I love being around you. Yeah but there's also a stigma that I remember. When I first started social media, I was dealing with it like really badly was whenever I'd film with a new guy, or a different guy and be like, oh, for the team or for the community or for the gym streets. I remember that was, it would bother like, I would lose sleep about it at night actually, because only because
Was, it was like not who I am, but like it, the people perceived at that way, which, I mean, I understand what you see on social media. Sometimes is like in your mind. It's like, oh, that's the
fact, you know? Yeah. And you were so new to it, too. So that makes sense and happened. Fast
happened fast. Yeah. But I was like, if I'd film with you, and then I'd go and film with Bryce to be like, what the fuck, like, blah, blah, blah, but I feel like, you know, now I have like a group of like three or four like genuine guy friends in LA,
but it I feel like it is hard because it's very male dominated in the fitness industry and then the girls are kind of
just so how do you find your way in it? Because that's kind of
like my gosh. I haven't found my way. Yeah, I think you are. I feel like I am, but it's by trial and error. It's by doing things repetitive times and then realizing, oh, this isn't for me or like, oh, this is for me. Or oh, this is for me, but we need to tweak this or like, you know like even with you it's like it like we're
On this path of filming together but it's like we need to tweak this. Like maybe make it more mature or like bring it back to like, you know,
like not talking about shooting up the club
not talking about. Yeah, right. But I'm saying that, you know, I'm still trying to find my way. I feel like I haven't found my way yet and I hope I've fucking find it fast.
Hold on. This is a crazy thing about it is like, you don't just find your way that's a reality in life, not just social media just life, you just, you keep figuring it out, so it's not supposed to be. Just like, that's it, that's it.
Exactly what you need to do. This is exactly my path, it's not
realistic. Yeah, but I am kind of tired of the trial and
error, but hold on though, but that's life.
Then maybe.
No, no, no, no, don't even go there. How dare you? I'm kidding, I'm kidding. No, it's, this is a part of it. You just keep figuring out like you define more. Clearly what it is you want to fuck with what you want to be around you. You position yourself in those places. Yeah. That's all it is. You're doing that and you're doing a good job. We literally have a podcast together. Yeah.
Look at
that. I love. I love how you think this podcast just like makes me the top tier person. It does
really. Yeah, because you like, I think not because of me, it's not because of me, I'm just saying because it now allows you to a place to just speak on a platform. People could really get to know you for you and not just like their perception of you because that's what it comes down to, right? You got a bunch of flak because you are in Chris's pod which by the way I want to go do he's hit me about a few times. Sorry Chris if you're watching this but you got like some of that were people make these judgments?
That's on you because they only see one bit of you, but like the people who are going to be invested in you and in this overtime, they're going to they're going to really get to know you for you despite what anyone else says or thinks or blah blah blah whatever. So it is a big step in the right direction as far as like you showing up how you want to show up. Yeah, the problem with just the whole industry right now is that clip culture has just taken things to a crazy degree where like they're going to see a clip of something without seeing the whole context and then it's just like that, could be it and they never see it the other clip or the rest of the thing and they
No, the
context. Yeah, clip cultures crazy, guys. Speaking of that, if anyone wants to clip Up This
podcast, yeah, we're looking for Clippers clip them. You guys can post on Tick, Tock, obviously, Twitter as well, and people who start to do really well, like we start to get traction engagement like well, hire you? Yeah, literally. Oh, how are you? I've done that already in the past like, three times. Yeah. And also, if you guys joined the disk or Community, it's easy because there's a whole section for this in there if you're interested in a specific. Yeah.
Yeah, I love that.
Yeah, we're do. I mean, that's good. Essentially, your Discord to you?
A smart. I love that. Yeah, I know we're doing it. Let's say. Okay, the second part of that question
was
Yeah, the girls about faith. Like if I've any
other besides. So, are there any other
ones female friends?
Yeah, they do like go. I guess my that's my dog or like, that's my bitch. You know I'm saying?
Honestly, no, there's not really. Anyone else besides faith? I now I feel bad if there is and I'm just
forgetting not doesn't matter. Okay, let's see. Next question.
Book those bitches now getting there, probably really good other people that are there as well. There are also get this question for Brad.
Oh let me
ask you.
Okay, we ask it's the second one.
Question for Brad. Yeah, you said Tyler Perry was a massive support to you and what advice did Tyler Perry give you that? You hold dear, shout out. Tyler's raw talk in our view. Also, to you both, which raw talk. Did you both enjoy the most? And why?
Okay, so this is the said, what advice did Tyler give me that stood out the most? Yes, okay, I talked about on my podcast with him, but there was a time when, you know, because I would share what's happened in my life with this person.
And, you know, he would give me really, really good
advice like relationship,
advice relationship, advice life advice, but this was in regards to my dad and this was this was like 9 years ago. Now, wow, I've known for a very long time because I really struggled obviously, you guys have seen me talk about my father, a lot. But I really struggled with processing that, and he said I did this for myself. Try this. Write a letter to your dad.
As yourself. Now saying the things you want to say to him in regards to where you're at and like your understanding of where you are now and you can kind of relate it to where you were when you were a kid and almost kind of like forgiving yourself, fuck. This is
tough. Okay, this is tough.
Sorry Yang, I don't want to I'm sorry forgiving yourself for the way that you assume the situation was when you were, you know, when I was six years old and fuck that stuff. Okay and
It really, really helped me it helped me like cuz I was able to identify all my thoughts as like a, you know, I was like my like early 20s and what I knew. Then with what I knew then verse what I knew when I was fucking six, seven, eight, nine ten and how like literally developed I was as far as what what actually happened to me because a lot of times like we tend to you just dismiss things in high things and pack them away. So going back as like my early 20s and writing this to myself.
Self and to my father, it helped me like let go and release. All these thoughts that I've like created that I wasn't even. As I was writing I was like, whoa, I didn't realize like I thought this about that, I've made this connection and I was able to ride it and kind of Let It Go and I was one of the help, most helpful things, he he ever told me to do.
And then what do you do with the letter?
I,
Burnt it eventually. I had it for a while and I read it, I read it for. I want to say maybe three months. I would just read it to where my like, remind myself and then I felt I just remember reading it one day and I was like, I'm good with this, I don't need to keep doing this and then I just burnt it, let it go. That's a, It's like because you sometimes doing things like actions like that. Like just like I'm gonna let this go, it's like, this is enough. I want to let it go and I'd let it go and not that obviously I'm still struggling with ice.
Deal with it because it's not something you just go. It's gone forever. That made me emotional. Yeah, but it helped me a
lot. Okay, you should try it. Okay,
you're so
resistant. Huh, what's the second part of that question? Also to both which raw talk did he both enjoy the most and why up ours together? You're going to say that? That's yeah, it hit 1 million.
Yeah. Well that's you know what's funny about that? I think that's that was one. That was a big turning point for
you. That was and that was when like I remember I was like,
Right around the time. I'd hit like 1 million on Instagram, like. Yeah. Because you you like popped
plateaued, plateaued popped. Did the podcast
popped? Yeah. So it is all. Thanks it it? No no, no. You know, but regardless it's
not it's it is thanks to me. Yes. But like not just thanks to me because like you put in the work, there's a difference. If you just stop making
content. Yes, but you also gave me the opportunity.
Yeah. Yes, of course, of course, but you were able to use it, you're able to continue to like harness the relationship in a way that was beneficial for both of
Yes, and you are the son of course, one always harness that you hundred percent are basically me with more hair. We talked about this earlier and podcast your
But it's works on. It's fine. It's fine. Go ahead. Give me some more
questions.
You guys should do some more alien. Talk Jake, Paul.
Did a picture. I have the picture. He posted a picture of him in that alien. That was all over the Internet. He had it like, did he buy it because he bought US government
said. He bought a, he didn't actually buy. It is some
bullshit. Oh, it's a decoy. There's no way it's real dude. He's the biggest
Troll. He's literally a boxer now. There's no, he's buying fucking aliens from the Mexican Government.
Whoo! This is good. You should give everyone a step-by-step tutorial on how to be 260 go.
Pick up the fork. Put food in your mouth, train
back up the fork and pick up the weights. Yeah, that's it. Period pussy and pick up the needle to inject yourself. I don't know about that.
Maybe to meet you 60. Maybe to be
260, 260, not everyone can naturally get
there. Yeah, that's true. Let's do another question. Sup look at your fucking watch, loser.
Sorry, I tapped your phone, I get all your text messages good, I don't care. I see when you talk shit about me. It was our show. My girls there's fucking I have sneaked. Always liked what you had a pin then what do you talk shit about me to sneak? Oh hold on.
Hold on me all the time. What do
you say? What does he say? Yeah, this bitch
sucks. She saw, let me see. Sarah is all about the clouds. Crazy. I know. And what do you what?
That's really what it says, yeah. That doesn't say that, it doesn't
fucking with you.
No, you can read my. I mean there's nothing here. It's just a bunch of dumb shit. This is about this stupid ass clip of us fighting going viral.
Anna trying to get me on a podcast.
Now yeah.
No, Sarah
talk. Would you let me look through your phone? Yeah. Okay. Like, okay, another question. Come on, Grandpa. I
got locked in. You know, sometimes I was dude, is happening me last night when I was shooting till I get on my phone and then I'll get like, locked in your feel like super, locking your phone, then you take it away and you feel like you're like, like you got out of a
portal? Yeah. You're like, I'm like or if I'm keep watching like your YouTube videos and then I'm like, whatever. I'll just watch the next one.
I'm like 45 minutes have gone by, and I've just been, like, zoned in my phone on Candy. Just like, how is that a thing? And I go off and I'm like, fuck my mom called me four times. I forgot to turn off the oven and my cat, who's got it off
and on. Yeah,
I'm talking. Nice.
I'm proud of you. Thank you. Your honesty growing
up. I am vouch for me. I cooked the other day. You did I cooked for
you and not even with those fucking eggs though, you just
flip them.
But see that's the thing about cooking. It's so subjective. Ha ha ha like would always make eggs for me was like, fuck it right in the pan. We're not whisking it, no milk nothing, just right in the pan. Okay. You dig? Okay. I got you. So it's so subjective. It's like art, okay. It's like art.
And yours is like, like, if Picasso was like really
good - Picasso know, yours would be like,
A blind four-year-old
yallah just learning what like a marker is nice and they would just like
you all start somewhere. Everyone
start. That's true. That's true. It's honestly,
no, but I made Brad and neon rice and eggs. I put some salt in that bitch and Steve I think you mean oh and Steve oh can we talk about Steve? Yeah. What do you say Steve. Did the like classic egg thing that he used to do like rotten eggs and then drinking the whole eggs or whatever? Yeah he did 15 eggs.
Brad kept telling Steve do not throw up on the ground, throw up in the sink. Brad was physically pushing Steve to the sink and Steve would choose to move his head and throw up on the ground. Every time he threw up like four times. And he ruined, he ruined Brad's like, little it was cute. Your little format that you have in front of the sink. So water, does it away? Yeah, he threw, he cleaned it up which I respect that. We had to throw them out away. Yeah, I know he threw it away. Yeah, and I was totally
Like we were on camera. So I was like, I'm the woman, I'll cook, I'll clean because we were on camera on camera.
Smart. Damn. She's fucking smart. Oh no, it to was no, I knew it. I didn't know if you're going to admit
it.
Yeah,
bitch. I was going to say it on camera when we were
on our know, when I respected you for not doing
it dirty, I'll take over. Let her have this
moment. Cute. That's why I fuck with you. And I was like, you know what? I'll cook, I'll clean. I cleaned up. Steve's broken glass. I
did I can cook, is what every moment,
but you best believe I was not going to clean up homies. Throw up after. Especially you were telling him to throw up in the sink and he chose to throw possible.
Steve, you know, I just knew that she was gonna
happen but like that's why I feel like you and Steve resemble.
Like father-son like it. That's how I know you're going to be good with your kid because you're so patient with him. Yeah thanks. Oh my gosh lie. So cute together. He's genuinely a good person. I feel like he's genuinely
he is. He's a good guy. Like good abscess or fucked up. Shit, I'm fucked up jokes. But he's a good person for sure. Yeah, that's why I actually fuck with them. How many years have I known? That guy?
Now you guys were talking about. It was cute. You said that five years I think next five or six since he was like 19 20 and now he's 25 and you watch them grow up,
that's insane.
Yeah it's super
why don't we get like that?
We will unless I
die. Oh
hopefully this doesn't age.
Bad knock on wood. Fuck imagine that a just
terribly. I don't let that's getting clipped up for sure.
That would be my last straw, you
know, fuck this shit. No, but Steve Steve's. It's just a, it's a mess. But we're going to deal with it. We're gonna do it. We're gonna do it. We're going to do fucking were literally running back. The duo of all Duo's, I can't wait.
On Thursday. Yeah, I'm
excited. I'm just a little, I'm a little scared because it's IRL streaming.
I'm excited because now I'll have something to do in my free time and it would be watching you and
him, you know, it's going to be because God, this guy is just so he's just crazy. Like he will hit me. Be like yo, let's do this. Like and I'll be
like, whoa, we can do that. So some
and then we'll like what kind of like go like this to. It'd be like, okay, we can do that.
Yeah, it's it's definitely
like
There's a lot of fuck shit, but I'm excited for, it'll be good. It'll be fucking great, what? Okay, this is question in the Discord. It says, what was your biggest fight / conflict together? And how did you navigate conflicts and maintain a strong friendship on? Oh, you, and I, yeah.
The biggest fight.
I don't think we've had a fight.
I don't think we've had a big fight. We bicker like nearly every time that we hang out. Yeah, like will argue about like dumb shit always on camera.
Yeah, but one have you genuinely upset me, never, but you know what, I think it is about our friendship is that? I know I always have your been best interest at heart. That's why I always try to play Devil's Advocate. So I can see all sides and make all sides apparent to you as my friend and I think you do the exact same for me. Yeah. So that we don't have. There's nothing like we don't fight. Jacob. Can you remember what I'm about? And I fought
No, yeah, I can't
either.
I mean that time when you were you were like about to open up your 0f accountant was like can't do this. Then you're like fuck you
knocking. I'm kidding. I'm kidding. I'm getting so sorry that never happened. Never fucking around. You're about to hit me dude. You putting slander my
name. Yeah. I was trying to start a fight. Sorry sort of conflict. I
like that. No, but we'll fight soon. So then you guys can have some
tea. Yeah, Sarah. Do you actually likes Nico because in all the streams you would not stop staring at him if that actually
questions. Yes. Are you making no, bro?
Ask
that, that was what's today?
27th. Is it 24th? Three days ago? Yeah, I like he's a cool person but I don't like him like that. Okay.
On God. You need one in Miami. Okay.
What makes you guys keep going with this Social Media stuff, my everything in it. Yeah, she said because the next thing was I gotta assume you're all pretty good with money. I'm sure more is always nice. But is there anything else that motivates you both to keep pushing towards the next level? Oh look, who it
is, look who it is.
Dude I wish we had a guest. Mike fucking naked. Jump on right now. Yeah,
real quick. No, I feel like the only thing that motivates me to do social medias, the money.
I don't blame you is
I'm being straight up.
What else is fulfilling about? I was been talking this whole time about son, fulfilling.
No. OK pause. I'm sorry the money motivates me but also seeing the kind like diems or when people come up to me especially girls. When they come up to me
and they're like, yo you inspired me to start only fans, can you stop?
I'm sorry. Okay, I'm so sorry, I keep doing it. Like, I've told you I was with Steve, you cannot no knowledge icing
and then keep like fucking. I don't know. I was with Steve for a while and like it got me kind of like the Steve mentality fucking with you. I was nagging you sorry.
Oh, so you're a
no, dude. That's insane word. What do you? Why do you keep trying to make it like that? Wow, whatever you hate
that people, you hate fat, people and your
race setup. This is a setup, isn't it? It's
crazy. Oh, what you want? He literally said, he hates Five People.
You said that they're slobs,
man. Probably crazy.
No, I didn't do any questions for us.
Because we're reading question.
How do I feel about cocks? I don't respect her. Like, hell, you came in with us? Nico question. Oh, right
away. You just went straight for. That one, is great. Know
that.
Yo, this is overwhelming. No. See how he knows Universal was
house Universal by the way. That's what he. I don't think he heard he says, how is universal with? Obviously, it's not the only on in Sam.
What was he going on? And it was actually a good time. It was a good time. Yeah, it was fun. I haven't been there in so you guys were matching at those
cute.
Thank you.
Were you jealous?
No that was just really cute. I was like damn that's cute.
Were you? Like I wish I was wearing thing one.
No no I was just like damn that's my
color. Red is your color. Red is my color. That's it Sig. Black hoodie also my color. Uh-huh. Yeah he liked how he knows.
So that's a good
question. Okay I went home. I had class
They said, would you guys do after, by the way? Because he's
off my. I know, I went home, I had class and they over to their hotel or something. What
about when you went to the hot tub stream?
You best believe I did not get in the hot tub because I would not wear what? It's like. Cheers. Oh shit. You know, that I would not go on the hot tub stream because I would not want to be wearing a swimsuit on social media.
Yeah, no I know you enter
this is
Robbing me of. I think it's time to cut it off. Why? No you're fine. No, no no. You
know, no, you're good. Okay, what's going on? Nothing, can't talk with the audience. Yeah, I get
scared.
Hey scared. You're opposed to going to give you another good
question. Yeah, one more question to go. You don't have to go anywhere. You know what we should do though is go to WWE and tell them like we want to fight another male-female Duo and tag team and be Soul it. Well,
Oh you've already had that
idea? No no no. I was gonna say I mean yes it's a great idea and I've probably had that at some point, but you brought up right now and it was all yours. Dana
Because you know that the joint. Yeah, I know. So
I think Steve's actually talking about it.
Some will said what color is it?
Can you not? What's wrong with? Sorry I'm leaving. Thank you guys for the spotting. How's the
Discord question?
I'm saying, you know better than to ask me
that I didn't mean that I meant like I don't know if he's what he's talking about.
All right guys like con, what is
he talking about? Do you think
Brad shut the fuck up? I don't know the question. You better watch
it. Like what color like is he talking about? You must we talk about your car bubble.
Starburst pink. All right guys, like, comment, subscribe, follow me on Instagram. Yeah, and follow my friend. He's an up-and-coming Creator. Just Got Started Bradley at Bradley. Martin at Sarah Safari. Love you guys like comment, subscribe, and we will see you next week. Let us know if you have any questions. Send them to the Discord. Yeah. Give him the Discord
Discord. Dodgy / wrong gear. Ask us your questions. Literally just scroll. Find mommy. Daddy talk? We love you.
Yeah. Ask some good juicy
questions and we didn't have anything to react to. Honestly, I'll tell you why. I didn't put it up there.
Because we're going to have that segment. I didn't put up there because all we would react to do is you. It's Nico flirting. So I was like, I don't want to do that.
And this is our last podcast. Bye guys. Love you guys. Can you like, these are my
people. I'm totally kidding. It's a joke. It's funny. That's why I didn't put on the TV. I love you. Okay, bye.
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