If you guys are watching this the last three weeks of PODS have been filmed and like I guess two to three days. Yeah, this light is did a little bright right now my face. Yeah. This is it looked right. You look great. I know we're on the stage right now. I want Brad to perform. You want me to what. I don't know what you want me to do. They had sprouted seeds different during my you should talk about. She seems like she parties a lot. Yeah. Yeah. We're talking when asked about some party stories let's do it. I'm sure there's a lot. We could talk about ours to do. You want a mint? I got a mint for you just because I always wake up with like 40 inches in height.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I got you. Yeah, jump in a Bella Danger on the podcast. Thank you for coming. We appreciate it. Why not? You know why you're
here? Well, because I D, I don't feel like I'm like a doll evolved like the guests. So you guys have I was like, we got, what do they want me to be? And it was funny because it was like three different people. Like, it was like my agent and then someone else, someone else that you need to do his podcast. And I'm like, I've seen it. Like, I should not be on that
vodka? No, we want you actually probably my favorite guests we've ever had.
Yeah. Top three. Yeah. I think you even musk Elon Musk o.j. Simpson. Now they put they put he put a you ovary Lon. Yeah.
Yeah that was soon a really cool. Guess though, what's that? That must've been a really cool
guest. Yeah, it was huge. It's huge for us. So are you a huge? Miami Heat
fan? Yeah, so I mean I grew I was born and raised in Miami so I saw when we won our first NBA championship, I was taking fourth grade and then I just like like even when the he are doing awful like this.
And I still got every day and like I love the, he like, I'm very proud.
I was literally in a game and I had to like, I looked over my shoulder and, like, ten rows back. I was like, oh shit. That's a Bella. Danger. 10 rolls back behind you. Yeah, that sounds like, I'm not like trying to flex that I'm just trying to give you an idea, or a hundred percent flexing right now. Wow, I've got seats, bro. Reflects on
them though. So I'm like, okay.
I need you. I must have
that sounds like a fake story.
No, I'm kidding.
Yeah, okay,
yeah, I didn't want to sound just like that, but every season and I like pick exactly, which means I want to go to, and I'm like, either record Setter right behind like,
no, but I will say he games out of all NBA games. He comes with the best games. There's just so much energy,
really? Yeah, I'm biased. But I've been to, I've definitely been to a lot of good like Lakers Lakers don't. Yeah, it's such a different popping at the stable Center. I really enjoy that
like to see what's in it. Well I don't know what it's called crypto Rena. Yeah. Kurds are you know? But it's very iconic and
he's a Courtside with Hezbollah last week. Did you see
that? Did you really? How was that? I'm so fun. My two best friends. You like him, CEST with him. I think he's great. But my two friends, like all they do is just send each other like Hospital.
Some people like love him or hate him. A lot of girls like are seeing what everyone hate him. Some girls are like. So I showed this girl the other day and she was like, scared mom. She couldn't even look at
him. Here mean, he's cute. I mean I don't not like says but yeah.
It's definitely love him. Yeah, I saw that thing with like Mike Tyson and I was like I don't know if you he was like a baby or not but I saw that whole thing.
He's not a baby's 2900 I guess so if he thought is it may be used to be. Yeah yeah Tyson's on a lot of programs to right before we got on here you were talking about like going out pretty often in Miami. Is this a is this a place you
frequent? Oh yeah, I loved it is like 11 is part of my identity. Like I spent every single birthday here. All they've told me like last year. They were like you spent more money than any other woman that
By Stables here because buying tables
here. Yeah. Because I buy my own because I don't think that's a light Flex.
Oh yeah. I never like, yeah. Like I'm not I'm gonna have. Do you know invite tables really total? I honestly, I was like, don't even tell me. I
swear, we gotta find that out. Tell me that over three years.
Yeah, so this was for last year and I mean everything you can get a table. It can range like average it will range from like for to like a depending who's performing. But then like on really special shows, it'll be like the most high.
Jade was like 15,000 for that.
We do? I money? I will say, drop money, huh? You
throw? I don't really throw money. Like but I mean, my friends do, but it's like I've already thrown enough.
What? Other not enough? Take anything away from that? That's a huge stat. I wish I had that
stat. So you like never work out.
Yeah, no, I never work out. Yeah. No, it's not a
never seen a gym. Wait inside.
Are you guys? Sadly really Miami.
My lead already just went three days in a
row. Have you have you gone to Olivia?
We didn't do live. You have to be went. Where do we go? First night. We went to fuck. It's been a blur. This was like the hardest three days we've ever went
honestly? Yeah, I was crazy.
We're going to go to ultra at all and we went two days. Yeah, Sunday, we're going to call it a day and then we ended up like last minute, we just got. It was funny. What you were saying you guys are going to church and they always like
It's I mean I don't know how many days you've ever done in their all but three is like the older you get now to how well do you
know? I'm 27 28. Okay.
Does it hit you harder now? Of
course, you're gonna be a hangover. So like the worst ever,
like, when did you start to notice a difference though?
Probably like 20 for. It's
different now.
It's not even that old. He's getting worse, it keeps getting worse. It's I'm 33 now. It's just like back-to-back shots. Like I'm like, I want to have a big strength, like the calories and just like
Sighs. Yeah. It's like and for what is this?
This is our Seltzer happy Dad.
I want, I want some
try one. Do we have a cold
one? I mean, I'm going to sexy fish out as soon as well be
here at you were asking me about working out. Do you like having you have like a certain regiment triangle back into the gym?
Like why recently because summer is coming and
Yachts and he's a father oh my God
and I have a worked out literally since I was since be frightening for like last summer, it's bad. I really rely on like my genetics a lot. Okay.
D-damn. Like these
damn, you know, you're actually going to Jackie Jack. Yeah, you just like work out like intermittently because you like
summer, like, I'll start when it starts hitting me when it's like yacht season is coming like Memorial Day. Weekend is like what kicks it off? Like. That's like the first. Yeah, this summer and that's just like the Miami things to do. Like everyone just runs yards and then you just spend all day on them
and it doesn't get paid off of it. Gets played out
though, no. Do during the pandemic that was like how we would entertain ourselves like all the clubs. Everything was shut down, 11 close down first and it opens down last
So, like everyone like on the water, you could just do whatever you want. So that's like, all we would do is just write yards and like, go out into the water because we couldn't go anywhere. Here is like all log down.
She'll get tired. I didn't get time to the Arts at some
point. No II. How
I could yacht day is pretty
fun. If I go, I would hide in the room and, you know,
people like day drinking's way better than like night drinking. I
don't like name drinking more though. I live like such a degenerate dude. Like when I drink during the day and like everyone else is like like all of like, I don't know. Whoever's not around me.
King with me, they're like being normal at their jobs and stuff. And I'm
like, what about the people who sleep in way to? Les gens around you though. Yeah. Right if you came here one night,
as bad as I used to be like I think I'm like the better of my friends. I'll see her until like 7:00, okay? That's pretty late. No used to be worse. Easy. Where
do you wake up the next day? Like, with anxiety and like depressed, by your
decisions. I live with anxiety every
day. Yeah, me too. But I mean, it makes it way worse you to
smoke so much.
Eat. And then from one day to the other, it was like
what do I do? Small, you get too high, you get bad anxiety.
Oh my God, so that it should be about every little thing I've ever done in my life. I
relate to that. How do you have an answer for anxiety or how to solve for y? Have an answer? Yeah, yes. Yes I do. He gets really fear. Drink less alcohol, and do less job.
Yeah, philosophical My Philosophy. Major, some I will get deep with
you. Oh, really? Yeah. Have you ever been Ayahuasca know what about
mushrooms? Yeah, of course. Yeah, I couldn't. So I haven't done them actually. Had a bad trip.
Mushrooms on a yacht. And I think it's because I was on a yacht. I was stuck on there for like eight hours at. I literally just wanted to be on land again and I haven't done it since the
full trip, my awesome about trip and I was like,
what am I doing? Its and it was like a 3-day, like binge basically like 11 well, Gold Rush Friday like 11 and then y'all dig rush?
Yeah.
It's like it 11. You have to like kind of put on a gold rush. You can just do whatever.
They're yeah. They're in sneakers. Like yeah like you can literally just go there and what about booby trap? I can't wait why that's my go-to? I can't because it's crazy there.
We should have a Double Cup in your own booby trap. It's like a Vibe. A Double Cup. You just had a double cup with a double car. Go ahead and explain its like a little little bit of like the
most Brave and a double. Yeah. Exactly. How this. But
I don't think I've ever seen him with a Double Cup. You just said that I don't know me. You don't know. I've seen you all the time.
I'm all the time. Know each other. Well, I know I've been out with him many times. She's never had a Double Cup, maybe we should all go out together. You guys leaving too. Yeah, we should know. You don't want to do. Why don't you get a table? No, right here. Will get the one action. We'll see who gets more lit like which table to go. No, it's party together. Yeah, okay, I'll be sponsoring these sponsoring the table. You paying or what? No, but if you guys are both are
guys,
okay? You three split and then I'll bring like people.
I don't need people. He's gonna have some quality or no weight, but I want to know if you like cause I feel like not that many girls are in here. Buying tables. Like, who else is really doing that?
Yeah, they told me it's not as often as like I'm definitely a
commodity and when they just give you a table, they
have given me tables before.
But I mean, it's not something that so many celebrities, are they can't just give table? Yeah. Like, are you kidding? Yeah, I guess especially when
it's a really cool performers here. Like, when it's like, 50, Saturday, like Rick Ross just really thought like it's me.
You think we know concert if you think about it, like they're performing around here and my tables like always get that section. Like, whenever there's a performer that one or that one. It's like much more. Intimate funding, like being at a concert. Yeah. And yeah,
you said you're a philosophy. Major. You're back in school right now.
Philosophy to do. Yeah, I've been back in school for two years and I just where you. So now I go to my go to Miami Dade. And I'm actually applying to transfer to, um, April 1st is the deadline and I'm like, so nervous so nervous because I need to get
Into the you like I need
what's lost in scripts and like a transcription like a say.
So yeah has read an essay about a time that I overcame in the face of adversity and then I just have to like give them my transcripts and but it's really hard school to get into right now. It's twenty nine percent acceptance, right? So last year they have like, forty nine, thousand applicants and only 29 30. Yeah, so yeah for philosophy but it's a
pre-launch with Iran like Play-Doh and shit.
What are you my theory? I'm later like Plato's
Like what's my theory? Okay, or would I think about Plato's? Yeah, I think I mean I'm not really that into play do more like my feet. So no, I actually don't like Socrates either. Yeah, more like nice' like Spinoza? Yeah, and I mean, I definitely like a like, I like Prima faucet, ontology a lot and in virtue ethics, which is Aristotle even though take an incomplete Theory. That's the one that I kind of practice every single day, but also more like logic and argumentation like structuring arguments and
stuff.
So you're going into law. Yeah. You want to be like a lawyer? I'm going to be a lorry. Yeah, I've got a lot of
gender discrimination. What is it? Gender, discrimination, discrimination passion. Yeah, like
what type of laws that like?
So like for example if you're being treated unfairly and like your workplace because on the basis of sex, then I could defend you in a lawsuit that you place on your employer.
Yeah, get her contact info lost, in case you ever need it. Well, that's it. That's what it's gonna be like three or four years, right?
It's going to be in five years actually.
No, will be pretty timing.
It's, but it's actually gonna be really fast. It's seven years total. These past few years have like flown by are like I'm done with my second
year. When did you decide or what makes you want to do all this?
So I always wanted to go back to school even when I was like, my agent who's been my porn agent, since I was 18, he knew I always wanted to go back to school and then the pandemic hit and no one could shoot and people would book me for shoots and then they would see that. I would be partying all night and they'll be like you can't use because I want you to get a covert test.
24 hours before. So I'd get the Covetous and then like, go out to a strip club and it's a, your test is no longer good. My God. And I was like, brown, just wait for this to blow over and I was like, fuck. I'm just going to go to school and yeah, it was like no time. It was, I was 25 when I decided to. So it's like a good time. I still kind of blend in with the students, kind of not so much with the boys, but like, the boys are look really young, but the girls I like,
are you stay active on campus? What my classes are in person and they all see you. Yeah. And what, how does that?
It's know. Like, I know you're pretty famous. Yeah, Professor. You know,
like My Philosophy Professor. He last semester. He was like, he was like, he please stay after
class and I was like, oh no. Oh my God. Yeah, wow. Hey, lady
you. So he he's a complete stay after class and
I still just sounds like a plot. What was your grade in that class? There's a God like that. Yes, exactly before after the meeting. No, this is the beginning of
Of the semester. Okay. Okay. Walk us through this.
So he's like, you just have to close and I was like, sure. And then he was like, listen, you're not at all. What I thought he was like you really engaged in class and you really seem to like philosophy, do you want to be a tutor? And I was
like, sure, boss getting good
at. So, you know, I used to be a porn star and some of the students might recognize because I don't care to say, like really, he was a really which one were you? And I was
like, I don't come on, but I was like, I was ability to he said
your her but I look like really like I go to school with like no makeup on
Like right here up and like mpj is like I do not go to school. Like it'll be a rare day when I go cute.
I was, that's a good tactic by him.
Yeah, he's really, yeah, he's really cool. Like my debate, I was on the debate team. I like recently, just quit because I'm like, transferring and I got really pissed on my partner at the state tournament last month, but anyways, but my debate coach need to like I don't care if
you're not active, you know, shooting more.
No, I haven't shot in like over two years but I've never liked and I like, I don't know. People don't really
Seem to care because like there's just so many dislike over 700 videos you can watch. It was actually shocking. When like the New York Post said that I was like number 1. Most watched last year on PornHub and I was like whoa like I guess people are just watching them so much because new ones aren't coming up. I don't know I found a weird because I was like how is it now that I'm not I was number 2 for so long.
So how long did you? How long did it take to shoot all those videos?
So I shot by shot scenes, I would shoot almost every single day from when I was 18 until I was it was
March 13 2021. My seeing lasting got canceled. So I was like 24. So from 18 to
20, you shooting scenes every day, almost every day. Yeah.
And then, I got contacts in some browsers. And then for so, went from shooting like 22, scenes, a month to shooting like 15 scenes a month, and then, that's when I was able to move back to Miami. So I could just like fly in and out because I hated la like I was born and raised here. So I feel people that really enjoy a leg. They don't really like where they're from and I love being from Miami. So I just
Always wanted to
move back here. Yeah, is Brazzers. Like the deal that everybody wants?
I don't know. I can only speak for myself, but like, I grew up, like, I grew up in that culture like in high school. Like if someone had a bangbros password or browsers password, like that she got passed around like, everyone like, would like pass around a bag,
groceries ask our fans for like if they have account. Yeah, my guy has got a password. Just DM us boys. Yeah, you can we do things like every two months. Like too many people would log into it so you got to like get a new one. Yeah. But our fans would always just send us
Browsers account, you being serious being dead serious. The leave has a fucking log in and password. Oh my gosh. You don't want to be on every day because it's like really high production. Like sometimes you want to have a Brazzers day like you're in that mood, you know? Yeah.
My first seen my first scenes were for bangbros and it's so Miami and like so and band and I love beIN Bros as well. Like I love the way I used to do like the reverse bang bus. So I would like I would pick up the guys and like leave them stranded. It was so
finds anybody ever take like the acting, like very seriously
before this. Here we go.
Lot of us
like how important is that for you. If you had a role
to make sure it's like funny or something, like if it's like a funny script like we want to like you know we get the script a few days in advance. So we make sure we all have our lines that you don't wanna be that dig. That's like making the day takes so much longer because the strip. Some of them would be like pages and pages and pages long. Yeah, so we just would take it seriously, in the sense that we would make sure we were prepared and we knew what we were going to be doing that day. But we like, you know, it's pouring, like it's and it's supposed to be funny. So, like we would even laugh after that.
So we would want it to be something that people could laugh to before they jerk off. I don't know how many people actually watch them. Well,
who is your favorite character to play?
Oh man, there's been so many I
yeah, cuter
right. There's in so many, I can't even. But most of my browser seems they would always they would always write scripts for me, I guess. You know it was my favorite was you remember fidget Spinners?
Yeah. Course the funny thing you are fidgets Benadryl. It's kind of
weird for your fidget spinner but plug and it would actually
Twirl like in my
weight, and
it went viral like that scene, like,
that's fucking pretty
creative. I so like, yeah. So it might like, it would be bent over and like, you would just see it, like,
did you laughter? No, I'm curious about the you film for so many days. Like, wherever days, you just didn't want to do.
So there are days where I was tired of like getting up early because called homes, you're fighting daylight and it takes a long time to shoot like a scene. Like, it'll take like eight hours. So, some days whenever the, what is that? When you fall back, we fall back
then. They like savings is. Yeah
that but, you know, not the spring forward, the fall back and read that because in the cosmos would be like 7 a.m. 8 a.m. and I really enjoy sleeping and so that's what I would hate. And then the traffic every day, you're going to a different location.
So you could be going far as fog, like, those menial things, but I was never tired to, like, have sex.
Yeah, if you enjoy doing it the whole time through,
oh my God. Are you kidding? No. Like that was the best part of my job was the sex part like that was the easiest part of the day like that was like the shortest like the actual experts, only, like 25 minutes and then like shooting the acting and like taking pictures of everything. I was at worst part. That was like the long shit like the sex Predators? Like
how much of it is like like fake like done up.
What do you mean? Oh, like the sex part? Yeah, I again, I can only speak for myself and I always try to be as genuine as possible. Like, I would generally try to connect with people and like, have like, genuinely good sex with them. Like I would go out of my way to work with people that I really liked working with. Yeah. And I would look forward to working with them and it's like, it's honestly great because, you know, you're going to have really good Sykes and then you don't have to talk to them afterwards and
it was
great. No, it really was great. And it was like, I would tell browsers like
I need one seen a month with this one, when it happens with this one, like I. And I would look forward to these days and they're like, we're like having this little thing for a day where we're like, ah, humor, like having sex and then we just go. And, like, I don't even have your phone number and I think until next time, like, thanks for the orgasms.
Yeah. Jake has feelings on
set. I have. Yeah, I did when I, when I first started. Yeah, I did. And then like, because it's like, you have such girls have like this.
You know, you really like having sex with someone, you kind of look like the guy afterwards. Yeah, and so I would I I didn't like have little crushes on some of the guys afterwards with them. And then I realize I'm like, okay no. They're just trying to give you get sex, they're not trying to date me so that didn't last too long but definitely when I first started, I was soon because some of these guys are like sucks Gods. Like they're just so
good it's about the sin Master.
What Johnny Sands? Oh yeah he's great I love so I go
Up watching her is that like yeah
yeah he's great he's not my favorite like he's not my number one. But yeah, I definitely enjoy really working with him and when I when I met him I was like kind of StarStruck because I grew up watching like Phoenix Maria, Nikki Benz and Johnny Sins. So I was like oh my God, you're like mr. Rogers like meaning like carrying like, I don't know.
Wait what are like some of the things that they do? That makes it so good like to try to get some tips for like people watching us
honestly I feel like it's a lot is their intensity and like their confidence to just like kind of
Man Hands and and do it in such a way that it's very considerate to like a girl's wants and needs like they very
like not fucking right? Not fucking your hair us until they go girls giving the
advice for all winds at. Yeah. Like just various things like, I can't just very intense. Like, you're like, I don't even have to think, like, I'm just like, being like that.
Yeah, well, you know, what's like three things? I like we could do to like step up our
game one foot, who's to say, you're gave us an already
good at. There's always room for improvement, just pretending just need some work because he's like all enemies by anyone again.
Sighs. I have any every girl I've been with his size, I
promise. Do you know that? For a fact?
I'm not seeing that. Even if they said, I've been hard
because let me tell you, so many women are so good at faking it. So do you ever really know for a fact that you really
satisfied. Also, tell us how do we know you can't really
but she can't leave you the fuck alone. Mmm. Okay, though he does he know your dick is
good when I say wasn't good. Then
if she doesn't talk to you again, like she's not blowing you phone up. Like she's not really into the sex with you but yeah.
She's gonna like want it again and again, and again. And again, she's going to keep going back. Damn,
are you like I'm great? No, no, sometimes curious. No, no, you're not going through your so, what are the three tips? So, we never got to that
to just be very passionate, you know, about be very passionate be intense. And like you definitely Listen to What a woman's wants and needs are and I don't know, I don't know. I don't know. From a guy's perspective I can wear tell
girls I do.
Is there like a stereotype or a pet peeve that you have about the industry that people from the outside might
have? Yeah, I feel like the worst stereotype. That there is, is that people that girls just get into porn, like, for money. And like, it's really so far from the Jews, like, like make you don't even make that much money in porn to, like really, to have to want to, like, put yourself out there like that and have sex for millions of people to see and have your parents found out and your friends find out and stuff like that is something that you wouldn't just do for
Money like it's a huge decision and a lot of girls really do it because you want to experience your sexuality in a safe environment and of safe controlled environment, where there's a bunch of people. Where if something goes wrong, you can say, cut you can say stop and it like, it's not this thing that every, I'm sure there are people that do get it, get into it for monetary gain. However, that isn't the case for every single person. So I think that is the biggest misconception that kind of rubs me the wrong way, because yeah,
You think that's a bad thing for the people that just get
into it for the money? I mean. No, I go and I get and it's not even bad for people to think that. Yeah, you know, that misconception. Cool. Like you don't know. Like, that's and that's your opinion and you're definitely entitled to that, but don't judge me or like put me in this box as if, you know, me because that's your assumption for the whole industry as a whole when I'm an individual and everyone is different.
I got it. Why did you really get into it?
Okay, so my so I
Boyfriend, who was a porn star, right? And I,
Tha long was he born star?
So I don't even know. He didn't like, he didn't stay in the industry as long as I did. But I mean, we lost touch like we. So I was dating him for months and then he was always telling me like, do a scene with me. Do a scene with me and I was always so scared too, but then I would go to set with him. I would go to browser sets with him and everyone is so nice and it's so it's such a fun place in. You would go and have sags. And you're wasting all these fun scribes and whatever.
Just be normal to me over time. And then one day I was just sitting outside of a Subway and I was like texting Rose. Like I really want to shoot a scene. So then he sent them pictures of me and then like the very next day I got tested. And then the day after that, I
shot,
however he wanted me to only shoot with him. And that's what I thought to be an issue, being the feminist that I am. It's just hypocritical that you think it's okay to have sex with any of the women that you want. And yet I should only have sex with you and I'm just not like that.
Brent, I did my first scene, I just wanted to shoot and I wanted to defeat like I just wanted to try everything, like I said, I wanted to really experiment with my sexuality and he just wasn't done with it. So then we broke up and I give doing board was the
first time at all awkward. Were
you like this is kind of now because it was my boyfriend. The only weird part
about people watching is not
the guy sold me to the only part where I was like weirded out was when the director was like, okay, turn around and show me your butthole. I was like, what do you want to see that? I do not think that. That why would you
Want us? I get wanting to see my vagina, I get when I see my booze. Why do you see my ball hole? Like I didn't. I didn't get it and then I tried it on then I was like, oh I got it. But at the time I was like you want us to look at that. Like it was just weird. This one wouldn't want to see my ball.
Yeah, I was going to just to follow up with that water. Some of the negatives or things that you didn't like about the industry.
I mean, the, the main thing is I don't like how people view the energy. I don't like how people judge me as and treat me as less than a human being.
Now, I don't like dislike anything in the industry. I just like how people outside of the industry treat us for doing what we do. Hmm, like I'm telling you right now, if there wasn't the social stigma that there is surrounding porn, so many more fucking people would do it. Like, if they, if what their parents or friends thought wasn't a factor if like that's, that's Sigma didn't exist. So many more people would do it. Like, I'm 100% concern like I could like
more people with only fans are starting to
do. Oh yeah, like so many people now that have only
Ann's. They loci are like yeah. They're porn
stars
like and it's just behind a pay wall. But like it's a no different than being a main street performer and I'll power to them. Like
you do that. Do you have
that? I haven't only fans. Yeah but I don't post any point on. It just was like nudes and stuff and I talk to my fans on them but I don't post any like
hard. I haven't shot. How long have you doing only fans
not long enough? Honestly, I should have gotten on that bus way fucking longer than it. Took me really?
I've had it for like two years, I think not that long, but kind of when I ended when I was like, okay, let me
like try to never go back to it.
That sounds something that I can answer with full confidence right now. I can I think now? Yeah, yeah. Right now. I think now,
that made you want to like
stop. So I so the pandemic, like, once a pandemic have any kind of all fell into a sec, I'm trying to go back into shooting and then it just kept like, dude, literally one time I flew to her latest, you like five scenes and like, all the directors cancel me? Because I was like,
Partying before I went there and I think this is so fucking dumb. Like I was stuck over there like for one week without shooting anything and I was like okay whatever this is like right now. In order to get tested like you do anal swabs like you do so many different types of testing They just added a urethral sob and it's like yeah and having to go covid. Like it's so much
and it's like how often do have to
test. I used to test every 12 days. I don't know how it is now, but I would only have to do
I'd and P but now it's like an anal swab like throats offer covid. Like it's so much and it's just like, I don't know, but you never know. Like I loved it. I like I yeah I was an animal.
What about like those like those like fan videos. We see that what do you mean like we're like a porn stars. Like what do people actually that random?
My friend has done them and this girl that I know Monroe has done them as well and they really are fans who are their friends. I know girl who like fucked up and the guy who want to fuck up a conversation started in the fan and she had to be with the
fan. Wow, well I did for that guy so it's a damn
what? Yeah, I mean good for him like
so what do you? What do you? What do you enjoy on a day-to-day? Like, what's your day-to-day look like? Are you
A jam like, what's going on. So my day-to-day is going to school. Yeah. And I tutor, I do 25 hours a week. I'm really boring. Like I really like just hanging out with my friends and go in and dinners and stuff. And then I love partying like an animal on the weekends. I love winning basketball games super chill though. I don't really
feel like you have some crazy party stories. I do want to hear I might have to share want kids. I was want fulsome podcast. Yeah said what is one place? You
could tell it's like yeah because my friends are like
hate just one.
One because there's no one that's like I don't I'm
honestly like the most behaves. I I sort of got him like the most he's out of my finger's not behave. Like the mommy and I said and like them to take care of them. I literally like they're like my children.
Yeah. Most wealthiest story as
such a good girl. Yeah I know I don't have any here. I really don't and like dude, especially this place the shit I have seen
go on in here. Yeah, well I was uh,
Together one day Jaime I see what you're coming together. We're going to be back here for UFC Miami. Are you really gonna go to
that? Yeah of course I'm gonna go deal with it. Take to after-party like after the fight.
Right? Yeah. Here. Yeah. Here we're going to go to story I thought. Oh no we're going to go to the pie. I mean
he's just because like it's so fun to watch the fight there. I'm with the big house.
Screams, what other sports are you watch UFC NBA NFL,
everything?
Big. I'm very big hockey fan and then I love baseball. Okay, I
went for a so here are they? Oh
mines? Are you? The Marlins
are so so bad. The games aren't even fun. We'd gone, right? Yeah. So not that their gear fucked everything up. Not there. Yeah, but what
do those? Like, I went to the Cuba versus u.s. game and they got destroyed cubicle destroy and there's like, protesters running on the field. It was
crazy. What is it that you like so much about my
That's just so different for you from here. I was yeah, Warren here. I was like I think it's so cool that I was born here. Like I'm so lucky to be like everywhere that I drive around. Like I have memories here, I started going out to clubs here when I was 15. My first old trout, I was 13 years old. Whoa, wow. Yeah, like I can show you pictures on my Facebook. I'm be like 14, 15 and space. Like
I always imagined what happened in
Miami is when you're in high school,
It's I'm surprised you still like doing it then it's
out so I had a break as I moved to LA and I never went out when I was in LA. I like I honestly I would go to. I lived in l.a. years ago, my do so. I would go to house prisoners. If I would go to this place called exchange sometimes I think I was called exchange but it is so wack, like everyone. There is just like, very I feel people here, you know, people here may be materialistic and stuff but like they're not like as Cloud Chasing
Yellow is like way more top
shows. Like like, bro, like I hang out with
My friends here and like we don't, we're not like on our phones, a posting stories, every two seconds, like, we're literally just hanging out like, and actually, like, I don't mean want to post half the shit
that I mean, there's no comparison my readable
in l.a. like everyone is just like with their cameras out. Like putting everything on their stories like just trying to look cool as fuck and like it's just like, not relatable to me like I'm really rather
when did your cuz your your iegs pretty Poppin. Yeah. So when did that start to take
off? So I just been on a G4 really, really long time because I used to have like porn stars really? We do too
Because it comes with a recomposing everything, right? So I had Twitter, I love Twitter. It's like my favorite app. I think how many followers you have on Twitter? Only two million. It's not as because there's like less users on Twitter, I think than on in.
So I don't know if a solid though.
Yeah, I mean I like and I genuinely just enjoy like tweeting screaming out into the void.
I like that.
So then there's so there's someone that had, like, a fake Instagram account of me. And I was like, fuck. I like basically got forced into making an Instagram because I was like, there's this person, like,
Like hitting people out pretending to be me and stuff. And then I just made an Instagram like in 2015 or 2016 and just sort of pop. And I never, I don't like honestly, I don't know why. I just a lot of
porn stars. Have huge
following. Yeah, I don't know why. I have really like, dude, I go to conventions and do like signings and the like, not even trying to be like anything like that. But, like, porn fans are like, very dedicated fans. Yeah, and it is crazy, like they show.
Love okay.
In like the most intimate thing, but that's also like to
see, they're like meeting someone that like made them come so many times. Okay, now, I have to
ask you obviously some creepy shit has happened but what's the biggest red flag or something that happened? You're like, holy
shit. I mean, I had a stalker once I was great in Miami. No, I don't know who he was. I was on my way to Greece and this guy was like send me pictures of my house and stuff like but only that one time and I really don't know how he figured out but he hasn't bothered.
And me for a long time. He was like pretending to be a girl. And he was like,
yeah, he's trying to befriend you. Yeah.
But he was like, sending me pictures of my house. I was a
God. We got you talking about. Yeah, just do know. Well, that's the weirdest thing that's happened. Yeah, there's nothing weird of that's happening or action in person. Oh, no, I see. That's the thing. I'm like,
I've got a really like no one's been weird and person like. Yeah, no one's ever been rude to me in person. Thank God, like, even when I'm here and it's like packed as fuck, like, people be like, coming up to me and asked me for a picture.
And stuff but never anything like I said,
is a more love from dues or more love from girls what do you fucking think? I'm just gonna ask
him. I mean I do get love from girls. Yeah but you guys get more love from from guys or girls
guys, guys, working on the girls. Do you watch any YouTube or anything? I
have seen a couple of your guys's episodes actually do you know, which ones so
I have to look at my history but I have seen like a couple of them and I figure out which one you guys were like, really. I think it was Elon Musk because we're like really excited that I was going to like happen. Yeah, then yeah but that's why I was like, why are they asked me to be on this
podcast? We did Alexis Texas to that was like, wow.
Okay bro, I mean, but again, it's a lie.
Do you want to do more females in general? Yeah, yeah, that's cool. You have relationships with any other girls like, Alexis, Texas or
so. My biggest my best friend in the adult industry was August aims and she passed away so don't okay. I can't, I don't know how you have any. You don't even know who she is but she was really popular performer and it's actually weird because when she passed away she a lot of people she became like number one on PornHub and I was like that's so strange.
What does that say about him with usik?
Okay, but is it the same thing as music? You're like crying jerking off to this girl like is the same
thing. I said, well I mean certainly just go up 40 different, holy shit, holy shit. He said something earlier though, about being a feminist. Yeah, I'm here. What's an annoying feminist?
Okay, probably like someone who's really radical and just is like a man hater. Like I adore men. I'm friends with a lot of men and yeah, I don't think that it's men's fault that women
I think it's more like a government problem not like men as a whole has a government, okay? So like it's not your fault that like you get paid more than women, you got me. It's it's the government's fault that it even allows that to exist. Just say it was the government who made it. So women couldn't have a bank account without a male sick without a male signatures. So it's not something that I blame men for like I'm not like a man hater. Like, I'm just like a woman lover and I Liberty like I
I mean I'd rather hang out with more guys and both both but you know,
when did you start to develop that sort of like that idea
about I'm Simon is mm. So one day I was with the director, her name is Jackie st. James, and she's a female porn director. And she was explaining to me, feminism. And I was like, I don't need to be a feminist. I feel like I have the exact same rights as men. I don't feel like I felt like it was almost being a feminist. Was in a wave feeling like you're inferior.
ER, Two Men and me just being a very proud person. I said, I don't need to be a feminist. I feel like I'm equal to men. I don't feel inferior to them at all. And she says, you don't understand the reason why you feel this way is because of all the work women have done to give you these rights in the past. And then I started to do research and I and I my biggest influence like, my biggest Role Models, like Ruth Bader Ginsburg. So, you know, I just learned about all the things that women have done to give us so many.
Like I didn't know that women couldn't have their own bank account without
like when was that though,
that was a long time ago, second, the 60s. Yeah. That's but still, that's not even that
long ago, I agree. But what do you think now is still
missing? So right now the pay gap between men and women is still different. So man is so like me and you we both have the same degree. We both go work at the same Law Firm. For example like you'll automatically get paid more than me because you're a man and I'm a woman. So that's just one thing that really irks me that women are still getting paid less than men that's like mine.
Number one thing because I mean yeah why not just pay the same? Don't payment less fav just wanted to see. What
is that? Exactly accurate is that
true? I mean you could Google it right now, the gender gap between men and women
it's just because it's just stuck that way for so many
years is that it's like yeah like you can look it up. I haven't seen the exact number.
I'm just curious and that's the
detail. Yeah, I haven't checked out my recently what the percentage is exactly, but it's definitely still existent. There's still a pay gap between men and women. It is closing some hopefully I get to see it in my lifetime.
You can probably help and close that Gap with with all the like you've made. That's
the cool thing about porn, though. Porn was like the old porn and like, modeling are like like to of the industries that I can think of where women automatically get paid more than men. And I love that for me, it was
like, I think like,
Only fans has given a negative outlook because I feel like girls that are cash out, only fans. All guys, do is rip on them for cashing out.
Only really. I don't know, I guess I'm very like, unaware of, like negative comments. I like that. I don't know, like, I'll turn off my comments. I'd won't even read them. Like it's just like for what
like I think it's dope. I mean if guys want to pay for that, that's like yeah
their own issue whatever. And if they don't want to pay for a cool like I don't like do whatever you want. I don't give a fuck.
About how you use it or dislike it, you actually have
to. I think the biggest thing for like users on only fans is being able to like connect to the girl and like a personal way and just be like talking to them and stuff like because that's something that you not going to be able to do on any other
platform. We were talking earlier we were in the hot tub and the Colts are back and forth. You're in a hot tub you were in a hot tub or I just went to the gym. Oh shit, you good? Yeah. I don't remember Smee Mouse. Okay. Was that on purpose for like the whole year like that was. So we were
And we're basically went to the gym and then like hot, hot tub, cold plunge. We were talking about people using only fans and it's kind of like, you know, like, personalized pornography or pourcel if you're getting pornography from it, like custom? Yeah. You know how, like, everyone's into, like, I want my supplement to have these things in her. I want to order this from, Uber, it's like that direct. I want this type of content I think that's why I had so much success because it's like an analog. Oftentimes from like a, you know, I guess it's considered a mature because it's not some professional girl, most of the
I was like a girl, just has a Content. So
so some girls they offer like Customs. So I've done customers before where you can say, okay, so I want you to like, moan my name, I want you to like spank yourself and like, do this and that, so I think that's another cool feature. That only fans
often do that.
Honestly, I get like, I've done them like here and there, but dude, like the request gets so loud and so weirdest, most common requests, there's one that I have on my phone this. Well, the most
Common one, I guess is for people to just, like, for me to say the my name and say their name and stuff and like, but one guy was like, can you just like burp for like ten straight
minutes guys? And how much do they pay up with
offer? So you pay per minute. So you every girl like chooses a, you want to charge per minute and do like it's just so it's so
weird how you see? Like if he how much like each person spend like your biggest
spender. Yeah, it's so you can only fans. You
think your top Spenders are you, are you able to say what yours is there? No.
No, I have to look. Wait was it wasn't quite what did you do? Yeah. Well, how long was
that? I mean,
you never even try
no. I mean, I think I did a bunch of these. I guess it was like a silent one. He wanted me to be like, burping. I still have it on my notes. Like it was like burping. I don't know. I got.
What's the most you've made in a month on only fans
I'm not that much of it seemed like 400k.
Okay, about that much. All right, not that much. Please,
comparison to like other girls. That I know that's like my highest month, but I know girls that will make way more than that a month.
Like, I still have to do the burping, if you don't want it,
right? No, but it's just like, it's one thing that I just can't. Like, I know people that can burp on command, but I just don't like, it would be disappointing. Like, he would ask for a refund because I'm gonna be like,
hey, do you think maybe he won't even care? Just want you to try and Blac.
China claims, she makes like 200 million think, that's just probably just got rid of all her stuff, 200, 200, 200 million? Well, yes, I know, but you can't go get to 200 million and say, hey, I'm gonna fucking she just you
gonna quit. She quit and got
baptized. What do you think about that? Because she like she used it and I can't. Why do you you don't have to get baptized after. You could just
Right. Like that's just
because I'm not like religious but good and let's just
fuck just quit. Yeah, just came to do you think about born again? I'm born
again.
Yeah, but you guys have to stay. We have to party. As you know, I
live in LA. Yes. Where do you get?
Well,
We're in Orange County, which is not a. That's how we triangle so much, though. Personally, I sent away. That's right. Personally, what? I'm, you know, way more than I'll see, okay, just letting you know, you are.
You see I used to love the show the o.c. really. I wanted to live there
like a shell. She's not
a scripted 10K.
Like Laguna Beach. It's on your screen. It's all scripted. No, no. That's just, it was
like, you know, it was a skirted like actual show. And then the Laguna Beach they was like real.
TV.
How about the house?
That's even worse. But I love the
o.c. ever. Been cast it or try to be in like a reality show like
that. Yeah, I tried to be on the challenge. Really bad. Like I love the challenge, my friend Pauline Cara have done a lot of the challenges and when them and they're just like so much like Auntie pornstars Ivo, or they just hate me but because I want to be able to change. So fucking bad that they don't only thing. I've like, never like accomplish that I wanted to do is be in the fucking challenge
because I like the huge publicity
because it's
cool. Like I like I really like Fitness competitions. And like they do such and same thing. Like, have you ever watched The Challenge? I've no idea. Have you guys ever
seen it? I think I know which dogs go
crazy. Like, it's actually in sight, it's actually insane.
Like, we watch The Bachelor last night season
finale. I've never watched thighs. So stupid
knots.
Yeah, I like more when they're like, I like reality TV more, when people are like competing for something like, you know, at the end of it you're gonna live Hendrick a and like, you're doing crazy shit to get it. Like, I don't think I could do Survivor.
But like in the challenge they stay in a nice house and then something everyone is like always having sex non-stop on the challenge and they're like filming it. So it's like they're doing softcore points. Like what's wrong with my
hardcore path of the challenge was a gym thing.
Know. It's like a, it's like a fan. It's like a very intense endurance like game. But they are
already having sex are
actually in the same house so they like all get drunk and like slug each other and that the little cameras, you know.
Yeah film it. How about man tracker?
What is that would you go on that know what? It's the
fuck is man, tracker? Yeah. What is that noise?
Feel what you're watching it? What the hell?
It gives me a thought he was like talking about. Like, parental control that like MTV one were like your parents would pick who you date. You know what? How old are you?
I'm 33. Oh, what the heck? Yeah. How would you think I was?
I thought you were younger than now. If you haven't seen parental control, of
course, I've seen that on TV where they check the rooms of the other people. I've seen it coach yourself Bret. Don't want on TV, man.
So do you want? You watch a lot of TV? You like, you have any shows you like, in
particular. I like to, he's I liked it but I you see I saw guy kind of re-watch stuff a lot. I have a really
bad. So I just do you re-watch the most friends,
friends? No, I hate friends. I really just friends. Thought
you hate what? What is this?
Yeah, I did.
Shows it know. I'm never going to re-watch it. Okay. So there we go. Last time they fucked it ending up. So
what I do is they you like that ending now?
Are they do okay good good good a real one. Yeah no. They fucked the whole singer and I was like 14 Seasons to
know. I don't know if it was 14 but well, it was good. I liked just re-watched it because the first time I watched it, I didn't get to the ending and I was like, okay, I need
say really flopped.
Well, yeah, I bet it does. That's a good show. Like I, it was
Yeah. Bit ago, weird real quick like
you're like you were dead the whole
time. You're watching mad at us that are there like plane crash version
show with the time-lapse?
Yeah, which is an interesting, the beginning and they got all these powers and all my God lost again, the glass all over again, fuck except except of except aliens this time. It was like magical powers. It's like no.
Yeah. Is it hard to go from having like sex with
professionals and two civilians? No, it was actually really
easy.
Civilian sir, I like, he was civilians. I love it. So don't isn't a bar set, pretty high. Like, I'd be
probably regular guys are like really good at 62. It was, yeah, I mean it wasn't it.
I love it. Why is that? Such a crazy question.
These guys are like you just, okay, so what it is is with what the industry, you have a less chance of like disappointment
Because it's kind of more guaranteed. And of course when in real life there are some times that I did have bad sex but most of the time was really good. Like, regular guys are bonkers the same as regular guys, in regular guys have seen as and they're both capable of being really good at sex. Yeah, it sucks. It's not a fucking sounds
but it's important
because it's not science. That is like, is it? It's a
kind of is not just once. I'd like one of my best friends is like seeing this new trick and he can't last longer than 30.
Wounds and it's been
like, he loves that. Let me tell you, she probably loves. I think that's like the biggest compliment. Every like, please take like two
minutes and your friend you're talking about your friend but forever, only for the first few
times know like for the first. Yeah. For the first few times and then if you start in then if you start taking long, I'm gonna be there with the fuck. Were you doing the fuck? Have you been fucking?
And have to take awkward after? She's only after that
guy can't stand before. God takes a long time to come. Like I said, I really
what's the, what's the perfect about time?
Shit. So minutes like
these. Tress and right now, not you, but I just heard like that shitty
is fine. But longer than that, certainly spending a lot when I talk very good anything longer than that, is kind of extra likes. Our porn scenes, would be like 25-30 minutes and I'm like, oh my God, like, when I shot a scene after, because, after lockdown, I did shoe, and it had been like three or four months and holy shit. Like I had all my in
Durin's was like gone. I was like, I was when I was like what the fuck? Cuz it's really think about it. Like, not unless you like shit base and it's like after a long night, you're not going to be wanting to have sex for that long. Like, come on. I'm
like, have you gone from the club to a shoe before?
No. But I did go from, I did go from like parties and I'll lay to a shoe
is that, like, okay, or,
I mean, you gon say, you could take a shower, you brush your teeth, we bring all her toiletries and stuff. Like we always shower, though,
For after scenes I we don't leave the location without like showering afterwards
and yeah, she's like a green room or like there's catering, all that it's really
almost like it's usually shooting in houses so like will get like will each pick a room where you can just like chill out. But I mean if you really like the guy that you're working with or the girl you working with your like hang out all day
what you like to shoot the shit and build chemistry?
Yeah well do stuff like before. This is like what we just like hook up
before, like do what? They just
actually y'all like will go. Like
Like we would go smash like in the corners before the scene. Yes.
Oh my God, tea. Yeah. Oh gosh, I've told you a lot, like a lot of
sounds like you got to be like this takes a lot more worship
because like, then that way you can, like, you gotta have like an intimate moment before you're like, in front of a bunch of people, because when you're on set, take
this has a guy ever. Last was like, you're more like make. You're like yeah, yeah. He better on camera.
Where is just like you and before you go put on a show for everyone. Wow. Hey,
that's common in the industry. Yeah.
Execute, you know, that's probably it's comment. Yeah, it's nothing. Like this is common practice.
That people have they will
like are you like more interested in like like big like Meathead but point out that smart guys are like you like but I don't really like, dude I love may be smaller.
I
think the former
Yeah, what do you mean formers before the former in the ladder? So yeah, jinda.
So you do like, Meathead probably dumbass
well, as no, but really smiling very smart man. But they're, you know, you could be both
teach some she like the Jack guy? Yeah. Something asshole. That's what the former met before. Yeah, he did that. Sorry. Anyway,
No, I mean well if you're comparing genius, fucking idiot.
People always natural. I
mean it's explains itself. Yeah, yeah, I guess I lost that one Bucks. Okay man. Fuck. These are reason why I want to know why let's get deeper here because I can throw you or what, huh, because I could throw you
know I mean I guess because you want your equal.
I mean for me at least I mean I grew up in Miami like you want fit men. Yeah, there's like we got like the we got the healthiest City in the u.s. again at this year. So we will help Louis amount of heart attacks or strokes and people here at just look good. I feel because I saw you just yeah. I like really shredded or whether I was like, six shotted know, like but definitely big arms and like big Jaws. So you don't need to have a six-part though,
like you would have a bit of a barrel. Like a barrel. What's a bear? A bit of like a
That's fine. That's so you're down with the dad bod as well. He's gonna be, he's got to be a genius, strong bad batch of them. Well, if you're smart because I'm a bigger chest, yeah.
Top 10 leg down
there. Okay, what have you
can't Skip Leg Day? You need to have some booty. Like if I got, what do you got to have
booty? That you can get that, you just have to work for that? That's the point. That's the point.
I'm bringing it. Like, I mean, but some girls don't care. Like some girls do like, you know,
Oh yeah, I'm into like pale Burnett the guys.
Like I mean, but also that's not going to keep me from being attracted to a guy. Like I just really like really smart men and yeah with a smart man. Nice, teach me something. That's why you want to be a lawyer. No, I want to be a lawyer. I've always wanted to be a lawyer honestly, for the longest like ever like ever since I can remember, I always wanted to be a lawyer, I just thought it would be such a badass, any part of
you feel like, beat like what you were talking about, how it's looked from the outside, right?
Be like, this is a challenge that I gotta
prove. Yeah. Like it's going to be definitely very hard for me to be taken seriously as an attorney. However, I don't give a fuck because I'm gonna be a really good attorney and everything. I do. I really try to put 100% of myself? Like I was on the Dean's List. Last semester. Wow,
I graduated high honors. Oh, drop
down. Fuck well, I mean, you're fine.
Okay. How do you know that? How do you know, he's fine.
I mean, he seems happy great,
dude.
But I just anyway this guy you could tell this is not your best friend. My good friends. Yeah. Not best friend. No, definitely not my best friend. Look, I was my best friend. Yeah, but like, at the same time, like I would probably spend more time with someone that was like, Jack just because we got to the gym together. Oh yeah, he doesn't go to the gym to the gym together before that you don't work out though. You don't fucking work out. Well you sure Naturally I'm naturally.
Not, I don't work out. I'm not mean I'm totally being a wrong person. Wow, this is such bullshit that you're getting this empty. Yeah, no he never does.
I'm literally seeing it right now.
His fake. Okay let's take these
two friends that actually work here and they're definitely like in the gym every single day together. It's their friendship is very cute. They're definitely little Jumbo's
so you're not really. Are you really a gym sister? Know you just intermittent?
No, I just got back into it.
I'm only working on like three or four times a week, that sucks. Dude, it's the thing that I get started. So quick. Like, I
wish I could just, yeah, I'm
going to show you after this. I do like, you'd like my arms aren't even. I get jacked. I didn't even think you understand like really know. Someone like know anavar. Nothing.
No, Anna. I like how she knew the name of the fuck. Whoa-ho.
You think he don't take
this.
Right now are
going up. Yeah the like cycle it though like do it for like half a year and then likely cycle in and out. I don't know who the fuck that works but I don't do that shit. Yeah, me neither
when when you, when you start to
I just don't like, would be like, I don't care if people do. Sorry, sir. It's I just hate when people say they don't do it. I'm like, bro, your nipples are telling me otherwise your back nice telling me otherwise it's fine. If you do it for her, just don't try to say that you don't like it's fine.
Pretty obvious. You don't give your dog, it is
stylish. But then they do you like come on. Like, my, like my eggs that actually got me into porn was like, oh yeah.
I have nerds in series. I'm like, bro, you're lying, like,
explain all the needles in the bathroom or
what besides it first on your ball socks and your back knee. Like your nipples you can always tell really when a guy has no steroids.
Yeah, your nipples aren't always get fucked up from
pigs. They don't they don't. But come on, bro. The other day I was looking out. I don't want to say but I was looking at a boxer and I'm like you for sure to a lot of steroids, it was gross. His name is not only because I just want to talk shit about him but I just didn't like his nipples. I was
You
idea guy knows what I'm assuming what the gyno like you had the
tissue. Get the little movie. Yeah.
When that's not that doesn't always happen though. It does it? Yeah. Getting defensive right now? No. No. I'm just saying it's tickets.
But if you have that didn't like, don't try to say that. You've like, never done. Sarah. It's like it's
obvious. If you get guy. No, but some people get guy. No. And never have taken steroids. That's also true. Some people, it's just that it's a hormone for sure, just answer the question.
This time when you do start loss and what is that one? You'll stop or do you think you're always do only fans, or will you stop doing only thing
I'm still doing, but what the fuck? Like, if I get into you and that's just 42k a year, like energy force go out of pocket. Like I'm not even through law school, fucking do that shit. Like probably when I started practicing is like when it's a little unethical
because then you'll start making that bag too.
I mean by attorneys don't make like I made way more than attorney I have.
I know it. Does that does that take away from you?
Load. But being a lawyer to
like really die. It's a shit ton of garlic. I really just want to help people. Like I want people to remember me and like things like this, this one really helped me and I that's why I love professors, like, I think that is like one of the most noble jobs that you can have and I've like, cried to some of my professors before. And, and I've told them, you don't even know how you've shaved me as a human being. Like even in the smallest way like like two things that they have taught me will like
Make the way that I think changed forever. And I'm so sad, especially the semester, because I'm transferring schools and either when I fire you or, um, and I'm going to miss like, so many of my professors so much like, sad. But happy and excited, because I'm trying to go to the
you. Have you ever pulled up to a small, like, a social event, like a college social event?
Yeah, I went to a frat house wants to deliver some flashlights. So my best friend actually went with me. I was like, please protect me when we go. It was a
King disgusting in there. My God it was a frat house at. Um. Okay.
What are you delivering? Your personal
ones? Yeah, yeah. So it was all the Russia's were had to compete in a talent show and I was like, okay, so for the whoever wins the talent show, I'll give them some flushes, I'll come and drop them off and the floor, there's like just this thick film and just like old beer smell discussing who's hot. And I walk in and there's like 30 Rush, he's like naked sweating.
Not naked, but like shortlist. Sorry. And I was like, whoever wins? I get and I got the fuck out of there as fast as I could. I was like, oh,
but I'm fired up. Were they when you pulled up with
those though? Oh yeah. They
that house was fucking nasty than I. You thought it was nasty before you down. There is fucking disgusting every
letter. Yeah, I think. So I brought more than one. I was like give them to like the top three I think was passed around. Probably 20.
God
is our secret you're not supposed to share a fucking flashlight. Like that's just
nasty. You'd share one wouldn't you
know how you
Ever used a
flashlight. I've now you have Ma, I would try it. I'm not
only one of my novel. Once you guys were friends are when you like someone else's, you have the time I'll send you like the list of the flesh. I girls and then whichever one whichever one you like how do they make those? So they are to Moldova Regina
like so they put something in and they get like a
mole. Don't go like fully fully in but they do like a 3D scan and they do mold like would like some polymer thing? I don't know what it, don't ask me what it
it's made out of but we would be were we did like Master be before it so that
are you masturbating before they
made the molds? Yeah, so then your Clique is swollen like conkers. I need to go back down.
So you run the glasses. I feel like once you once you use one of those, those can be hard to not use it really? I
mean, I don't know, I'm not a guy,
I don't know, like I wouldn't want to
travel with, you know, you, I don't
think so. I feel like more of a loser as I used to.
Go get like sometimes like I just want my hand so I don't know
sometimes like one of those things where you probably use it, then you feel really guilty after. Yeah, I mean,
does that I said it before, but
I think I think a good job is better than six. This is the perfect time to say that I don't jerk off anymore, all who watch sports. He hasn't done it for
years. But I mean, after I asked, you really like, especially, like with the shit I be watching, I'm like, turn it off like, like disgusted with myself a
little bit. How long has it been now? It's been more than a year. I'm at work. That's awesome. You haven't what? Really cool? No more, no jerking both
No porn or knows drinking jerky. Oh jerky. Yeah. And I've had to dry your. What's gravity that? Though? You do that? Just
tell people.
No, I mean, why did I do it? Just mental Clarity. I decided to found myself, try and find
him really into it,
not like really into it, but I just did it more than I probably really Define here. I mean, like I could, you know, I could do it a few times a day just say what it
is. Yeah. Okay. You were really into my head because I hmm.
I'm sorry. That's actually yeah,
yes, I stopped. I was like, I need it because every watch me we find the cap. If I said no, yeah,
I don't remember.
Yeah, yeah, someday,
yeah. I feel you.
Why were you trying to go down like a dark hole or no? It was more. So, just like it. Just did three, four times in the way of your productivity. I just want a mental Clarity because it's also like you don't. I didn't want to like, try to get that. You're trying to get that. Like, released how do you find him, you feel terrified or whatever? Because you don't have you have less
moments of like ups and downs and less like, oh, I'm looking for this trying to find this and I think
you ever will again. No. Yeah. I don't think I ever will. I think that's Otis is so commendable. Fucks a lot though. That's
fine. Yeah, sounds great. Got a great little different. But yeah, I mean if that girl's now she's got to take it three or four times a day though. That's not fair to her. I love that
she loves she probably really likes. You don't jerk off and like all of your orgasms belong.
Her like the only time that you come. It's because of her
essentially. Yeah, that's actually. Whoa, that's
great. Yeah I think that's fucking a big like, I love
that. Yeah, I just
I think every guy no. You know what? Ben, I wouldn't make any money. So yeah.
No.
Turkey off all the time. Don't stop.
Yeah. But it's funny though. I was just, it just gives it gives you a little more like Clarity, I'd say, because you're, like, not looking forward to that, like moment, you look forward to other moments, really, looking forward to it. Wow, it's just like
Like you know you knew like if that's what you're planning. I wouldn't say. I mean there were times where I was playing I'm not gonna front but it's just like you don't get into your schedule. Yeah, I guess. Yeah. I mean how did I had to work it around the gym
but you can like we do it at the gym. Like a locker in the shower. No in the car.
He owns a gym so he's hard. I do it. I've jerked the know that office for you. Some tricks that too. I haven't directed at the gym know after I fuck that the gym before but that's kind of cool that style but I own a
gym
Your life is like a porno. It's pretty cool. Having sex, three, four times a day, I mean, sex good. I've had six imaginative porno but not in real life. Yeah, I've been in real life.
Just. Wow. We're about on playing. Have you done that?
No. Never no
nothing on it. Nothing on
it. Okay. Like one time I
went, I have you you've done it on Commercial, right? Yeah,
those are, no, it's fine. Whatever. Got a promise to appear in court, like, I almost went to jail shooting, a portal link, really afraid of where it was in Miami. I was in Fort Lauderdale actually, and I was shooting a bang bro, scene
And I'm a fucking idiot for just because I could say no to a square. But I was I was like 20 and it was crazy. And the skirt was like, okay, basically you're going to stand on the side of the road bunny get holding a sign, this as fuck food. Common need dick and I was like fuck. Yeah. And then like the drugs or he chose for me to stand it was right across of a yoga studio and we did the take so many times that I guess they call the cops and out of nowhere. Like five cop cars. Calm, like, grabbed me pulled me in the back of the cop car time, like crying.
I don't think I could go to jail like crap. I literally like I was having a panic attack and thankfully because my mom actually never told anyone this like publicly never talked about this but but thankfully because my mom had a address here, I was able to get a promise to appear and I wasn't going to have to like, like so literally being from Miami saved me because if not, I would have had to go get a mug shot that she would have been fucking
everywhere. None of the cops were fans. They weren't trying to let you go
women because they knew they had to operate.
When you get an email, like it has to be woman. So is 50 cops
for you
though. No, yeah, no. But they got jobs so they actually yeah, like bangbros got me. A really good attorney and they like dropped it. So I was actually stressing about a psychotic. I have to see that shit. So am I like record? But it's because, well, I did because I'm applying to, um, literally the deadline is April 1st. Like, I'm submitting my application the night before
and today the 28th of
March. Yeah. It's literally
Almost here. Like you don't understand. Like it's on Common App and like, I'm so I've done everything I could do, you know, I have all my extracurriculars. Like I literally was on the debate team. You really want to be a
lawyer? Yeah. What was your favorite topic to debate
about? So the my favorite one, I like philosophical one. So so my favorite one that I won, I won third in the so British parliamentary, it has four finalists. And it was like, my, it was like two months into me, debating. And it was against, um, the other three teams were, um,
And we got third over like and the people that got first and second, like they have been debating for years and it was this house believes, we should live fast Die Young, and I was put on the - for that. So, I was so I believe that you shouldn't live fast and die young, so I woked philosophy into it and virtue, ethics and virtue. Ethics is all about living on a balance between vices of depravity and vices of excess. So you don't want to be this person that's like live fast die, like, whatever. I just wanted to this whole
Spiel. What do you really believe that what you
really believe? What I believe?
So is great, but to be also teaches you to look at things from another perspective because I have had to fight debate things that I don't believe it. Like I like you find out what your position is first and then you get the resolution and you're like, fuck. I wish I was on the neck for this or fuck. I wish our you're happy with what you got. So it's cool. I would like to definitely got recognized a few times at to be tournaments.
It was funny, but dad's pretty cool. Yeah. Interesting, it's, we had so many I go just super nerdy. And like, yeah, just sit there and and it's you get the resolution. And then you like run to your war room, you have 15 minutes of propping your like, writing down all your arguments and then
so we arguments why you should we should live live slow
dial because you should live in a balance of life. Where if you're living in a vice in basis of excess, you're not going to be able to really enjoy and remember the life that you live the jerking off to
much. Yeah, actually vices of exit. So that is a vice of excess. Thanks, I live in that balance and also, when you live fast, Die, Young, you're it's kind of selfish because you're only living for yourself. Like yeah, you don't want the people around you to feel like you're not taking care of yourself, and you are living too fast and and dying young, although great for you. If that's what you want, you're going to leave. A lot of people that care about you really heartbroken that wish that they could have had years and years more with you that they didn't get to have. So
Yeah, we won. We won that one. So fuck. Yeah, I like that. It was like, wait, I like you and you sit there for two minutes and I'm like, you're writing down. Peaches be just peachy like wheat is you, it's called spreading, which is speed reading. So, you're so because you only have a limited time, so I'm like, sitting there like that, like I'll show you video after it. It's funny exciting. You know what it's like not comprehendible. Like the judges have to be like, they know a lot about debate. So they're they're sitting there writing the flow. So they're sitting the right of they decide who's
Eating because you have to go, you have to check off points and so your contentions, which is like why you should win the argument. They have to outweigh like the other person's consent. So it's kind of subjective. Yes. And no, because if you only have three contentions and like this, other person has like five and like, their arguments way. Yours are like, I mean, man, some rounds. I'm like, I know I fucking lost that like, because it's like, one of them was, like, about pull political centers. Mm. And I was like, I know this is
Like I literally had no idea and then I learned afterwards. But do you guys know what that is? I
don't have no idea what it's pretty. It's pretty cool and there and you get medical center has mm, you know I mean, just based on the word, it sounds like it's like just you just in the middle right to find a middle ground, in course,
6. So yeah. And sometimes you have to take a side. So, so this Hub, so this has believe. So I was on the Pod but it's like I do believe that you shouldn't be as sometimes you do have to take a side, your fight for what's right? So I had a really hard
Hard time like arguing that also didn't know what it is and you're not allowed to do research, everything is like off your head like so either. Nobody don't like you
can't see the topic on the spot that's
when you go to a separate room that you're assigned to, you have 15 minutes of prep and it's all that. Basically, all you have in your head is British parliamentary, like you cannot find, you cannot use your computer, you can use your phone. And then after the fantasy minute, part of your like, in that room, you're arguing. So it's not even like I could Google. What the fuck that shit was
once a pretty respectful and if you're also making this much money monthly, and
Still this motivated to do this shit. Well, that's like, it's be
joining. The debate team was something that like I did because it would look good on my, um, application low-key. But then I ended up really liking it because they want like someone who's, like, has extracurriculars and that's why I started being a philosophy tutor to. But then I just ended up liking and Son accounts. I'm doing
it. Did you any other extracurriculars like clubs or anything like that?
No, I mean, yeah, no, I'm just on the debate team and philosophy tutoring.
That's pretty
funny. I'm time though. Yeah. I like it them.
Good for you. Yeah, it's amazing. We should stop now.
A topic to debate. What? Yeah, you guys should you do, she's the pro, your mr. Full of shit. What? I'm not sure what I would do it but right now.
Jerk-off. No, not at all. I don't know. Anyone that doesn't.
Yeah, I just gave it
up. I'm like compelled and
the only gave it all so he could like me this. God how people he gave it up.
No, I really think I'm going to like, give it up. Let's Mount Ararat know, I really feel like no. Like honestly, I've been like,
you know how many feet this guy said Spence, you stop jerking off. They just sway Sykes. You could just have sex. Yeah, absentees exactly since he stop jerking off. He's done Ayahuasca twice. He's fucking started journaling without the way, because he's trying to find a different Vice because he can't control when he gets pissed. That's not true. Say, I can't fucking be my dick. So I got even fucking hardcore drugs. No, he just chirps because if he acts like he does. Yeah, of course. Yeah. No.
A journal and I come on. Thank you. I've never met us to her York. Chicago meant to bring a lot to this. Fucking lie is not doing Jason one time. One comment, I guess Tanya compliment. Go ahead.
I had to give you the compliment to give me whatever. I mean sweets 11:00 tonight. Can you know what's today? Today's Tuesday, God as a brutal night sexy face have.
Yeah, did you like it? Do we even eat
there? I think I've eaten there before. I think it's pretty been there
before. Okay, huh.
Yeah, I think it's pretty good. Yeah. I like the food.
Yeah, I don't know how I feel about like the whole Ambience
and stuff like. Oh yes. Yeah. I like I go
along. Geckos a great stuff.
Think it's so good. Yeah it's a good. The lounge is fun too. Yeah. Listen, music about where we're going to be here because you're thinking so Freddie. You're going to
be here to do Friday. Yeah, Thursday night. It is Sir.
Let's do it. Yeah,
I'm Devon. All right. Well, I know. My God. Yeah. You need
to go. You need to go. Yeah. This is true. This is true.
You're going to be like the one that is not lasting. You're going to last like 30 seconds. Nah,
no, you're going round there. Yeah.
How is that possible after so many days? I feel like you just explode mantle
Mental my you see. I
did I make you throw
up? No. Oh are
you really
sick? Not really depends.
Show me. Kind of gives you like a
it can't. It can't because I mean it is a purgative. So it does. It does kind of you do want to throw up. I just, I loved it. Yeah,
I don't go to like the country. It is redo
it. I did a private. I had someone fly out and do
with me. Wow, that's really cool. I don't know, it was amazing.
You know I'm not into drugs definitely have done drugs but I don't know how. I don't know.
You get a lot out of it
for sure. Really. Yeah. This girl that I know did it and she was like done with porn. She like changed her name to like kitty and then like two months ago,
she's done with porn. And she changed name to Kitty after Ayahuasca. That's what I'm scared
of weird. Like died, like completely, like just things different not that then got over and I don't know. Yeah, I kind of a cool with like, I mean, I'm crippling anxiety, don't get me wrong, but
Yeah, I don't know. I don't know if I want that extreme of like, chill. You don't have to do it. Let me know. For some things are better not clear
yet. What do you do for your anxiety?
You everything that's helped you with a watch TV. What? Stevie? I don't know if that's a good one. Why destroy what do you get? If you get physically like health anxiety was
something? Yeah. Like I just got like overwhelming thoughts like, you know,
like sporadic thoughts to me
like a song playing in the background and then thinking about this and thinking about too much. Yeah. Just too much. Like, I just wanted to be like silent, like I like I heard there's people out there that their brain is literally just like silent. Like
that. Sounds like it sucks to though you only need about
Right. Yeah, when even violated. But I mean,
do you do anything for your anxiety besides watching TV? I have. You tried to meditate? No, fuck
it. I guess I should try some things. I don't know. Maybe a part of me doesn't believe that it's like anything is going to work. Well,
can you try it? Do you know who sits next to you? At the he games, just want to throw this out there. There's like they guy sits behind you, too Rose and to the
left, is it?
You say you were something. Pat, Riley? Oh my God, bro.
No, you know Pat
Riley, that's Pat. Riley fucking Pat Riley, bro. He made. He made me look like an
idiot. Jim of the heat, he's coach of the Lakers. I don't biggest Legend
ever.
Biggest hits of all time, but Juicy J made a song about
it. He invented the term three-peat, you know, that he's the Gomez of the term through. Be a damn, what a fucking impossible. Yes, he is.
Well, you can come sit, come sit in the big boy sits with us when we go to.
When do you go to? He came. So do you like
he's like one of my friend doesn't want to go? My God he's captain.
He's captain, man. Oh, I have, I
guess he's the best guy is not him. That's fucking that guy's a douche.
Oh my God. Let me see.
That's the guy that was here.
I know what a fucking impostor. He does his hair. Exactly. Like him, I'm pretty sure I adapt them up and says yo, Pat, your them in.
He was like, you're a fucking idiot. No one. Everyone goes up to him and everyone be dropping out him. I'm like, literally and he just like, it's like
yeah, nothing honey. Yeah, pretty loves that.
No, but I feel bad. You know. Let him live in his little. He's never saying like, yeah, I'm Pat Riley. People just
who's your favorite player in the NBA right now? Yeah, Tyler here. Oh
yeah. So it's her. She's having a big season. I love. Bam adebayo like yeah, he's good too, Jimmy Butler.
Like what about Kyle Lowry?
I like him a little overrated. Hey bro, by the way we do really well when he's playing, like he's been out a lot this season, like the injuries, but when it's not one player injured, it's like the other. But when everyone that supposed to be playing as they
Kyle Lowry like we always fucking do so well. Yeah. And he's great like I mean all the guys that I know though don't like him, but I like
I like Victor Oladipo but he fell off a little bit. He used to be a superstar comes off the bench but also Erik Spoelstra doesn't get the respect. He deserves
either. I think stress too though, Robinson. Yeah, it's just a birthday today. Happy birthday.
All right, we good. I won't tell anything else you missed. Now there's this is fire. Yeah.
Thank you so much. Yeah. It's really good. This was really fun. Yeah, thank you.
Yeah, it'll be more fun if we actually like, you know, this conversation, it leaves the podcast, you know, leave the group chat. It actually comes into fruition. We actually do go out, we'll go
over in Thursday night. You don't gotta beg us to hard. Yes, ma'am. No Thursday night, let's go lie to me. I won't be friends with you anymore. We'll be here. All right. Well, thank you so much. All right. Thank. You know will be your Thursday?
